I'm gonna fucking tweak out istg
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Take in my POV while reading this.
You’re in Math class, reviewing your work.
You hear a ringtone.
That’s your phone.
But there’s only one person that knows your number.
MOM!?
You ask the teacher if you could take the phone.
He says no.
You start overthinking the worse.
He says you can send a text.
You check your messages and text back
“Hey, are you okay?”
“Is this an emergency?”
“Your step dad overdosed again.”
“He is out of the house.”
Again?
“Well alright.”
THIS IS THE IDFK HOW MANY TIMES HE HAS OVERDOSED AND GOT KICKED OUT!!! WHEN WILL I GET A BREAK OH MY GOOOOD!!! I WARN HER SO MANY TIMES THAT HE WAS GOING TO DO IT AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN!!! WHAT THE FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!!! WHY DOES NOBODY LISTEN TO ME!!! UGYTYCGVHBJHGFTFVYUGUYGYHBJUJNM!!!
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you tell the teacher you are fine.
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You go through your day.
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It’s club period.
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Another call.
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You answer.
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Silence.
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They hang up.
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What’s going on?
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Anxiety.
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I know it’s hard, but don’t try to overthink too much about it. I’m sure your dad is going to be okay. Trust me. Everything is going to be okay. Try to think of something more brighter, but if that doesn’t work, maybe try drawing or try something that you like to do in order to ease your anxiety and/or stess. You’re a strong person, and so is your father. Everything is going to be okay. I don’t know what other advice to give, but don’t try to overthink it too much.