lord above, i simply can not do this anymore.
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everything, everything is too much.
i’ve lost my closest friend. he finally told me that, hey, he doesn’t like me romantically anymore, so the weird situationship we were in is now over.
my family, well i dont wanna get into that. too much to write down.
i just.
i just cant do this anymore. i already tried to kill myself a few years ago… and a year ago… and about 8 months ago… and a few nights ago…
im too much of a coward to do it, see? i have people i dont wanna lose, so they are what tie me to this planet.
but if i lose them, what then? will i actually be able to do it?
thats why i havent been so active. im struggling. i can barely get up in the morning. i cant do this anymore.
is 16 too early to die? too early to be done with life?
maybe. -
[INACTIVE] Toast I- i’m sorry. I’m not very good at consoling- But if you need someone to vent to, dm me. even if I can’t respond to dms atm I can still listen
