Soooo I may be fucked 🙂
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Deadass I think my boyfriend is pissed at me or something because he hasn’t said I love you too for the first time in the 7 months we’ve been dating like I am fucking scared like scared scared- like trembling and crying scared. Basically he was talking to me about if I would be ok if he was gonna go sleep because I tend to think a lot about stuff (not so good stuff) and the self harm that I done, I said yeah like go for it you need sleep like sleep all day I won’t care- he asked I was sure if I would be- like honestly yeah I am im fine I’d probably just stay up drawing or something. But then I said I talk to people on a site (obv this) and he just got really weird and iffy so I was like “oh shit did I make him mad like oh fuck” I actually almost cried. I really hate making people mad especially my own boyfriend because it makes me feel so fucking bad and I love him with my whole being. So he obv checked on here and was like “I found you” you know I just wanted be playful and teasing so I said no and then no he never. The man goes “im gonna go” and I say “oh right ok I love you-“ and he hasn’t replied so I’m like in full panic mode trying to figure out why he done that because he always no matter what says he loves me more- like did I make him angry or upset and if I have I feel so fucking horrible I want to fucking cry my eyes out and just curl up
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He’s probably just busy.
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Hood I think i was just overthinking
