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@X-Cyx-X i will fight them
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I swear I love yall omfg š
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That moment when I SHOVE MY FOOT UR PARENTS A- -
{_ššš_} lmfao <3 <3
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no but like seriously- I was chewing on my chew necklace and my dad just sits there being mean to me saying stuff like āYouāre not 5 you donāt need a pacifierā so I told him itās better than me chewing on my skin or metals or plastics, and heās like āso just DONāT do those things! You donāt have OCD!ā
I got so mad at that I just told him to leave.
I came to my mom a year ago complaining about anxiety twitches, then she asked if I wanted to take a tourrettes test. Finn, Iām sure you remember when I was trying to figure out what those were. Then when she was lecturing me, I was twitching and rocking and she was like āStop faking it, those twitches and that rocking back and forth, it isnāt yours! Stop trying to act like thereās something wrong with you.ā So I was so fucking upset.
When I was 8 or 7 I had a breathing problem, and I had no idea WHAT was wrong with me. I was constantly asking my parents, HEY! I NEED HELP! I CANāT BREATH! One day my mom had enough. She came home like- super tired, but I was really scared cause I couldnāt breathe. Instead of asking my dad to handle it, she just screamed at me saying āIS THIS FOR ATTENTION? YOU HAPPY NOW? YOU WANNA GO TO THE HOSPITAL? THIS IS ALL FOR ATTENTION HUH?! OH YOU SAY ITāS CAUSE OF ANXIETY?! YOU DON"T EVEN KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS!!!ā and truth is, I didnāt know what anxiety meant at that time, but I just wanted her to stop screaming at meā¦ SO I just lied and said it was for attention. which isnāt true. -
@X-Cyx-X me personally, i would slap them
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Now if it was me, I would've just started crying -
itās like my mom just screams at me over and over again until I give her the answers she wants. Like āOh yeah Iām not actually depressed, Iām just cutting myself for attention and cause I wanna seem cool and quirky.ā or like āI donāt actually have twitches, or anxiety, or possible OCD, I just do all this shit because- WELL ITāS SO DARN COOL AND QUIRKY!!ā
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{_ššš_} I cried all three of those times actually. lmfaoā¦
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@X-Cyx-X the first one was yesterday too btw.
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looking back on it now, my dad never did help me in any of those times.
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@X-Cyx-X I love my dad, so much. but- I wish he wouldāve helped meā¦
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@X-Cyx-X im so sorry that happens, you dont deserve that
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@FinnyWinny I donāt. And it sucks even more that I KNOW I donāt. Yāknow?
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@X-Cyx-X yeahh
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NO CAUSE, OBVIOUSLY I DIDN'T CHOOSE TO DO THIS FOR ATTENTION, MAYBE IF YOU WOUD PAY MORE ATTENTION TO YOUR CHILD I WOULDN'T HAVE TO SHOVE MY FOOT UP YOUR A -
{_ššš_} <3 seriously. and it sucks that even though Iāve been alone all my childhood, I never tried to do anything for attention. <3 :(
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@X-Cyx-X yeah i obviously put myself in pain because its cool lol
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@X-Cyx-X no i dont do it because i actually need help what thats insane crazy talk
