Little update ig
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I’ve been clean for 5 days and I’m really proud of myself, I slept last night on call with my girlfriend, and I’m currently high and have a new vape (yea it’s bad, but in the end I’m the one that’s gonna die sooner, I’m sorry) and have a white monster bc that’s one of my favorites, and I’m going out with my friends tonight, I haven’t cried since yesterday and washed my face this morning. My band camp starts Sunday night and I likely won’t be on much next week cuz of it
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@That-Bitch-Astrid Well. I don’t think having a new vape is a good idea. Were you referring being clean of smoking?
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@Duchess 5 days clean meaning 5 days since I last hurt myself on purpose, and ik the vaping is bad, but I’ve stopped caring what people think and still don’t tell people irl
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@That-Bitch-Astrid
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@MrTree yea, I got upset cuz I was almost a month clean before that tho
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@That-Bitch-Astrid
ah but think about it this way, you’ve gone about a month and week and only failed once. That’s pretty good! -
@That-Bitch-Astrid Oh, I see. It’s good to know you’re improving on that. Does being clean that long motivate you to continue that? Like how difficult is it for you?
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@Duchess it depends on how stressed i am too, for now I’m doing good but there’s no saying if I will be in 2 days or so
