another update:

[alyx.iz.in.starzz]

its 6:14 am, its my second day of my junior year, my mom took my phone so im on my chromebook with no way to talk to either of my partners until saturday and i genuinely am so scared rn bc i couldnt tell them and all im thinking is “their gonna dump me” on loop and i just know its gonna happen i dont wanna exist when i cant talk to them and im gonna lose them this isnt ok, my mental state has been so had and this is gonna make it wayyy worse, so uh yea, i probably wont be on here much either

[Briii]

oop well damn