Just wanted to let you all know I love you.
-
Hope youâre doing well, hope youâre okay.
I love you guys.
-
And if youâre not okay you can talk to me about it âĽď¸âĽď¸âĽď¸
-
@Cyx are YOU ok?
-
@7o2_an-a mhm. Iâm fine. âşď¸
-
@Cyx oki dokieđđđ˝
-
We love you too @Cyx youâre a very sweet person and genuinely one of my best friends here. If something is ever wrong tell me girlie. Youâre always welcome to talk to me about anything lol
-
@Thetruepath thank you, I appreciate you more than you probably know. âĽď¸âĽď¸âĽď¸ Im okay
-
@Cyx just making sure. We love you @Cyx please take care of yourself
-
YEUAH I LOVE U TOO
YRURURUR -
@Thetruepath I will donât worry đĽ°âĽď¸âĽď¸ love you man.
-
@Cyx I think itâs kind of fascinating when the people who are secretly struggling are the ones who step up to make sure others donât feel what they do. This all might seem out of pocket, but just know that youâre appreciated here too, Cyx. Maybe not in other places, but in those other places, the people who tell you that you donât do enough are blinded by themselves. And with that being said, you can almost expect they wonât appreciate you no matter how hard you try. Grieving not having all the healthy people you need growing up might be one of the hardest things to experience since you literally cannot do anything about it. And as sad as it is in those wrecked situations, learning to survive is just what kids do at that point. Itâs easy for me to just say you donât deserve whatever pain that comes your way, but I know that actually living that pain daily doesnât come close to being comforted by my reassurance. And when that pain is experienced over and over, âdeservingâ it or not means nothing when you canât escape it either way. So, though we can all agree you donât deserve it, I want to also say: You got to cling onto the hope that there is an end. Because hope is sometimes really the only thing you have.
-
@Duchess oh, I didnât really think that anyone would get all of that from this post. Thank you for uh reading in between the lines though and understanding how it feels and what I feel, waking up to this is like kinda surreal ngl, but genuinely thank you. Itâs been quite hard and depressing lately, I just dont want others to feel the same and will try to make sure that they avoid those situations as much as possible.i wish I was hopeful too but Iâm not sure if I can really hope for much except for one thing. Itâs hard living with people who donât necessarily care and go out their way to harm me. And itâs tough dealing with an isolation during the summer. I appreciate all of you do whatever j can do for anyone like honestly Iâm just happy to help really, sure I might be drained but Iâd rather other people not experience that and have me take all their pain.
-
@Cyx Yeah, I get it. And itâs hard to come to accept that surreal reality that is just so messed up. I feel like accepting it has two paths though. One, you throw in the towel and believe thereâs no way out and you canât do anything for yourself. Or two, you start to try to heal the best you can from it from where you are. There are ways to heal right now, and that is accepting that you arenât responsible, knowing you canât change how other people will treat you by âworking harderâ (because likely theyâll never be satisfied), learning to mentally block out the difficult person/people, and building healthy confidence and love for yourself. It takes years and years to get to the point where you just donât care to please the difficult people/person, especially if they ever do anything physical. Iâve more than grown to love mppc for the community of people that are like you. Who would, no matter what theyâre going through, would use what they experience to help others not have to go through the darkness they have dealt with or are still dealing with. I think that is really strong of you.
-
@Cyx Love you too, and thank you. :] Very nice to meet you
