Vent (I'm just like so stressed lately)
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I’ve been stressed with trying to keep my SH without notice. Today I was greeted by a phone call from my mom and the fear of a thousand gods was sent into me cause I thought she called to check me later. Shes screamed at me Everytime she’s seen it, and threatened to harm me if she saw it again. She’s been home for almost and hour and hasn’t said anything though. But you can see why I was scared. My mom and my dad are both on the verge of fatal issues with my mom’s heart being monitored, my dad literally being so stressed he’s on the verge of organ failure. I’m worried about my dog dying cause she’s old and she has bad health. I just don’t wanna lose her. The money is getting tighter and tighter we have to be careful with our purchases. It’s just scary…
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In the back of my mind I just keep thinking. What if we end up orphaned and homeless and we just all fall apart? What if ___ or ___ ends up taking their lives from it. What if I end up taking my life from it. What if billy is so depressed from the death of my family he ends up dying too? He’s just a baby…I can’t help but worry and worry about every little thing. Trying to make sure I’m happy for my friends. Trying to keep myself stable for the ones I love. Trying to make sure that I’m stable for my loves. I just don’t know how to handle all this at 14.
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@Cyx Thats a lot to go through at once, I’m sorry thats happening hun. The best thing you can have is hope when it comes to family issues, speak things into existence.
