I don’t wanna wake up again

[regret]

I hate myself, I hate the things I do, I hate who I am.

I wanna change, but I can’t do it.
I know my mom doesn’t see me as a walking burden, but I think the opposite.
I rot in my bed, drinking till my blood is a black, fizzy, tar substance.
I don’t catch up on anything, and I’m too lazy to do so.
I wish I went missing and never found.

I wish I was better, but I’m not, and I might as well accept it.

[A Former User]

regret :(

sending virtual hugs and lots of love.

[A Former User]

regret Hey man, I know a few people in real life who are going through a similar thing. If there’s anything I can do- personally- to help you emotionally or mentally, I’ll be here. I can listen, if that’s what you want. Even though I’m sometimes not online ALL the time, I WILL respond.

[regret]

@Bandit what happened to duchess?

[A Former User]

regret She left due to some drama between her and another user, where it was blown out of proportion and several topics were made negatively and- it was kinda bad.

[regret]

@Bandit oh :(

[regret]

regret I hope she’s ok

[A Former User]

regret Me too.

[Your Local Shadow Simp]

regret hey man, I don’t know you at all, but if you ever wanna talk, my dms are open. I’m usually available during the evening, (around 4-9 P.M. CST, usually) if you ever want to talk. :)
We’ll do whatever we can to help you get back up on your feet and feel better!