im not bright

[A Former User]

so i like forgive people really easily even when i shouldn’t, and there was this one person, nicholas, who i was going to stop contacting.
not even the next day we’re talking again, and tonight we were hanging out and watching something on w2g. I knew us hanging out wouldn’t work, so i acted on my stupid impulse and blocked her, closing our dm.
i don’t know why i did it, but i know if i don’t i’ll keep going back to her and it’ll just be the same. it simply won’t work out but i was really rude and i feel bad.
i really shouldn’t have done that and im like upset over it but i can’t just go back.

and like yeah its stupid and i should not have yk yeah but i dont know what else to do
it’s too late for advice but