so i like forgive people really easily even when i shouldn’t, and there was this one person, nicholas, who i was going to stop contacting.
not even the next day we’re talking again, and tonight we were hanging out and watching something on w2g. I knew us hanging out wouldn’t work, so i acted on my stupid impulse and blocked her, closing our dm.
i don’t know why i did it, but i know if i don’t i’ll keep going back to her and it’ll just be the same. it simply won’t work out but i was really rude and i feel bad.
i really shouldn’t have done that and im like upset over it but i can’t just go back.

and like yeah its stupid and i should not have yk yeah but i dont know what else to do
it’s too late for advice but

C4M3ron Misses tripod abusive parents are a thing, and what i’ve heard about him (that i didn’t mention) makes me worried.
I wouldnt literally crush mine or my spouse’s things because i was upset? Excuse me, that’s disgusting and a genuine waste.

❄️ ᴊᴀꜱᴘᴇʀ ❄️
Me personally, I’d wanna be let down bluntly (no matter how much i like them) and i’d want them to get straight to the point. but y’know, grain of salt and all that. I sure as hell can’t speak for everyone.

@oopstheregoesmyex but i have my hair cut :D

start talking diff and like they’re your favorite person but they’re acting colder towards you and you know smts up but they’re not saying anything to you and they’ve just been more dry and you feel like you’ve been doing a lot of things wrong and you blame yourself and you feel like

graah

i’m sorry for talking too much. i get exited every time i get to talk to you then i regret it, because it annoys you. then i feel like a bad person.

i’m sorry for being too clingy or affectionate. i just- appreciate you so much as my friend but i’m almost ALWAYS too much, or annoying.

i’m sorry for constantly appologizing. i’m worried, from you always getting annoyed that i did something wrong, and i feel like i’m not good enough.

i feel like a bad fucking friend because I NEVER SHUT THE FUCK UP, AND I NEVER KNOW WHEN TO STOP. AND ITS ALL MY FAULT THAT 90% OF MY FRIENDSHIPS GOT RUINED BECAUSE I COULDN’T STOP.

I FEEL LIKE A BAD PERSON

@_e-r-r-o-r-w-i-t-h-u-s-e-r-n-a-m-e what

Consider taking all different kinds of advice, rather than just have people tell you that it’s never you and it’s always the other person. When it happens repeatedly, you are more often at fault more than

You can accept People will tell you

People will try to be too kind to you and spare your feelings.
What I’m here to tell you is:
You should pay attention to what you’ve said and go back to make sure what really happened, have an open mind and consider the things YOU said. Are YOU wrong? Is it YOUR fault? Did you mean to? Should you have done/said it? Was it really important if you did or not or are they being dramatic?
Who is at fault for the falling out?

Accept when you are wrong and grow from that; trust me.
It’ll certainly help you more than believing you did nothing wrong.