Just realized why I don't vent to anybody anymore.

[yangyang_x2]

I’m not scared of being a burden, I’m scared of being told to other people because they’ll use it against me like how my friends do. It’s not that I want that to happen, I’m scared it’s going to happen to one of the people that I really trust with all of my heart, and it’ll burn away if I found out they told another person. Betrayal is everything I’m scared of. Every time I make a new friend, they always betray me in some way and try to manipulate / gaslight me into thinking not, and I end up believing them. Just so they can betray me once more. I’m scared of betrayal.

[Halo]

˚₊‧꒰ა 扬扬. ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ [On My Youth Ver.] Not everyone will betray you. There are genuine, kind people out there who value trust and loyalty as much as you do. Perhaps building trust gradually, step by step, can help you feel more secure over time. And my Dms are open if you ever want to talk.