Im actually just... Done.
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Everyone fucking leaves and you know, lately I havenโt gave a fuck but it kinda hurts knowing I donโt have anyone there for me. It hurts knowing that I get used. It hurts knowing that Iโm never good enough. It hurts me so fucking much that I give so much for people just for everyone to treat me like shit and to treat me like Iโm s ghost. I was okayโฆ I was really fucking okayโฆ And now Iโm self-harming almost everyday in the same places, Iโm crying every night because of the pain, and my head is hurting. I just want someone that actually cares to tell me itโs okay. I just want ONE person to ACTUALLY love me. I just want me back. I donโt want to end up ending everything. Iโm scared. I hate this.
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Iโm sorry you have to put up with everyoneโs bullshit.