holy fuck
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its gotten way worse, i cant even be bothered to use grammar like i usually do.
im not even thinking about venting anymore, well, not to my friends- at all. like i keep saying to myself and everyone, i always think my vents are invalid, and i just, i dont want them to be overthinking about me, i say im fine, but im not, im genuinely, i cant think straight, i always think theyre annoyed at me, based off the way they speak.
everytime i think about this, or venting in general, i always think “youre being repetitive with this shit, shut the fuck up.” and just decide to say “oh no im fine dw im js yk like this alot lol”,
i cant actually js keep going like thsi they will notice either way anywyas, i dont want them to notice but at the same time i do. idk i just find comfort in venting on here more than actually to anyone else, lol.
