I will rip myself apart and never regret it
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I’ve lost everything, every WAKING hour of the time that ticks backwards doing nothing but brainwash me to eternal agony.
My jaw breaks and fractures as I tear my own body apart, giving enough food for the flies and maggots for the winter.
My eyes will no longer be on use, as I can’t stand the sight of my sanity.
My ears will be butchered off completely, hearing the voices of those who have haunted me for years are no longer bearable for me.
My face will be cut and ripped off as I no longer want to see the face of a man who’s childhood was nothing but corrupted by predators.
My heart will be gouged out as I don’t want to breathe anymore as every singular second on this earth is nothing but engravable hatred and the longing for death to feed across my already mangled body.
The daggers will cut my legs off, I longer have the need to move anymore.
My throat and its veins will be pulled out mercilessly as I slowly wait for my eternal fate in hell for the neglect I have in my soul


يوم الحساب
أنا محاصر في الداخل
أنا أكره.
عائلة.
أتمنى لو تركوني جميعاً وشأني في عزلتي.
اتركيني لأتعفن يا أمي.
别管我
我的前方已无未来。
དམྱལ་བ་ང་ལུ་སྒུག་ཡོད།
ཤི་བ་
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KiwiArkavel You would be a great writer, you are good at showing pure emotion. Hope you feel better