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I’m not in the best mental state right now. Constantly having panic attacks, constantly feeling like I can’t eat, constant coughing fits to the point where I nearly vomit, feeling like I let my parents down, feeling like I did something wrong 24/7, feeling as if maybe I should just quit the site so no one would have to care or know about me, feeling depressed, suicidal, like I wanna hurt myself, like maybe I’m better off sleeping forever. Nothing helps. Nothing ever fucking helps and I can’t stand this mental state I’m in right now. It’s bad enough my parents won’t let me stay home anymore even though I haven’t been out of school in WEEKS. I ask for one fucking mental break and it’s “They’ll take you away” dude, wtf. I try to talk to my parents but I can’t anymore cause my mom’s always away and I constantly feel like my dad’s mad at me because he constantly doesn’t talk to me himself. I feel like a horrible boyfriend for putting all this shit onto my boyfriend. But he says I should talk to him more but I don’t want him to worry or freak out about the shit I feel right now. I just want help. I need help. I’m not even seeing my therapist anymore and my dad hasn’t even set up anymore appointments. I’m so fucking frustrated with the world and with myself and with everything around me and the fact that i can’t even be not okay anymore without feeling like I’m just complaining and like no one will fucking listen to me. So, I’m not having a great time. I get ignored on both of these fucking sites anyways so it wouldn’t matter if I even fucking do shit to myself anyways. but, yeah. That’s my life update.
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@X-Cyx-X oh my God… I’m so sorry this is happening… I hope you feel better soon…
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@X-Cyx-X cyx, i will for sure read this when my eyes dont hurt. ily bestie <3
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@MichaelDaGrapeBoi it’s fine. it’s all just dandy and rainbows and sunshine… I just hope I can be okay again one day.
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@RyLIE-DND ilyt bestie.
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@X-Cyx-X I hope you get better, just know all of us are here for you if you ever wanna talk ^^…
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@X-Cyx-X i care about u and if u leave u will be missed
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@X-Cyx-X Im sorry this is going on for you, even though i don’t know you very well, I’ve been in that place too, and I wish you nothing but the best, I hope things turn around for you, i mean that sincerely! I’m around if you need some advice of any sort!
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@MichaelDaGrapeBoi @X-Cyx-X Yea - no matter what, ultimately, our power of love remains with you, never leaving you or anybody behind. Of course we care. We all embrace you with our deep affection.
Hope you will be able to over come your struggles soon
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you’ll always be my favorite person <3
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<3 thank you guys.
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@X-Cyx-X if it makes you feel better i thought you said daddy
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@Dreamy it kind of does.
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@X-Cyx-X said in life update. Read if you want, or don’t idfc anymore.:
Constantly having panic attacks
ok sorry but like- who isnt? my brother and I have been having a lot lately idk about my sister, I think her too tho
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Knox well, I’m sorry to hear that.
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