IM 14!!!

TY ALL SM

That sometimes it’s better to let ppl go.

[I used a base for the body btw so creds to that!!!]

I don’t feel like it anymore. I don’t feel like being here anymore. I just want to go away were I won’t have to think about anything. About how my body is. About what others think of me. About who I am. About anything. Where I can just be me. I’m done with feeling like a tiger in a cage. Rn all I want to do is cry and stay in my room. But I can’t. I’m always the one getting hurt somehow. I’m always loosing everyone. My best mate of 7 years my best mate of 4 years and even my best mate of 3 years. I’m done it’s over. At this point I might as well be the push over everyone thinks I am. Because I’m done. Yeah some people may care and that’s all that matters but I’m done I don’t care what I do to myself any more but I’m grateful to those people. But I’m sick and tired. I don’t want to be the person everyone sees me as. I’m either too much or not good enough. I’m done with being the back up friend. Always the last one to know. Or last to speak to because no body speaks to me unless they have no one else. I’m done with being just a no body. I want people to like me. I want them to see I’m not as weird as I’m made out to be. I can be pretty normal. And fun to. No body just knows it because no one’s ever tried to actually like me. But that’s just them being them. I’m so done with no one I know actually caring and even if they do it doesn’t feel like it. It never has and at this point it never will. I’m not mentally stable rn and I know that. At this point I even break down at losing someone which I barely knew. It’s so pathetic and I’m done SH barely worked but I’m hoping going will. Because I am so close right now. I don’t want to be here.

Flip Ditcher real!! (My mates supports trump [even after I told him what he said about his own daughter])

That’s what the fuck iv been saying!!

IF HELL IS FOREVER HEAVEN MUST BE A LIE
IF ANGELS CAN DO WHATEVER
AND REMAIN IN THE SKY!
THE RULES ARE SHADES OF GRAY
WHEN YOU DONT DO AS YOU SAY!
WHEN YOU MAKE THE WRETCHED SUFFER
JUST TO KILL THEM AGAIN!

✶𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒔𝒆𝒆𝒌𝒆𝒓⋆🪐 OH LMAOOO

✶𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒔𝒆𝒆𝒌𝒆𝒓⋆🪐 I DID… WHAT HEKP??

✶𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒔𝒆𝒆𝒌𝒆𝒓⋆🪐 because it’s 11 in the morning… 😭😭

✶𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒔𝒆𝒆𝒌𝒆𝒓⋆🪐 1 it’s 11 for me 😭😭2 WHY ARE YOU AWAKE???

✶𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒔𝒆𝒆𝒌𝒆𝒓⋆🪐 ikrr like whoa?? Why am I being accused of that bro 😬

Okay so I’m being accused of faking autism once again lmao so let’s get some things clear yea? 1 I’m not faking autism I never said I have it the only thing I’ve said is I’m getting tested for it. 2 I handed my test in tomorrow so depending if it gets sent back or not depends on how far I am on the spectrum IF I have it. 3 if they didn’t think I had it why on earth would I get a referral? 4 the school and my family think I have it so we’re just trying to get it confirmed or not. 5 the faking thing was a rumour my ex mate told everyone I said I was going to act like I have autism and fake it just to get in like… HOW DO YOU FAKE AUTISM IS ONE THING?? 😭😭😭and another is I didn’t even say that 😭 I said “I handed in my test and I’ve been told to stop masking in school or else they’ll never know” like huh?? THE DIFFERENCE!? oh and apparently I’m faking it bc masking isn’t a thing in autism coming from some with “autism” like wot. Help???

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