It’s the way I want constant reassurance, The way I crave attention more than I probably should, The way I feel almost needy just for someone’s presence. And I hate it, because I don’t want to be “ too much ” for people. I don’t want them to see me as annoying or overwhelming. But at the same time, I can’t help it. I just want to be close, To be safe. To know that somebody won’t leave me behind. It’s exhausting. Being this self aware, But still not knowing how to stop. I just wish I could be " enough " without needing so much. I wish I could be easy to love. Easy to stay with, But Instead, I feel like Iam constantly fighting this hard part of myself that wants more. more. more. more. and more. It sounds like greed to the point where that sickens me. My clingyness sickens me, My greed sickens me, I sicken me. It’s filthy. I don’t wanna keep draining people for my fuckery. It sickens me so much to see how horrible I am. And It’s disgusting. Absolutely Disgusting and sickening.

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I think I'm starting to realize how clingy I am.
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finished cleaning my room if anyone cares
brushed my teeth, cleaned my room, and read 2 books
all while listening to my beautiful msi, and jimmy’s voice on low volume, i love you jimmy urine, no one can ever tske you away from me, ever ever -
RE: I think I'm starting to realize how clingy I am.
I’m draining people, Because I’m scared of my insecurities and scared to let somebody go. It hurts to see how many people I know leave me because of it. And it’s terrible. I’m scared, And I don’t know what to do. I’m really worried, Really scared. I don’t know how to fix this. I don’t know how to stop being this version of myself that feels like too much. All I know is that I’m scared. Really scared.
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fun fact
IT 2017 was 27 years after IT 1990.
If you don’t get it, Pennywise attacks every 27 years. -
RE: Well it's 12:03 for me, yk whag that means
I sold my sibling's dog on Ebay for a pack of pokemon cards Jasmine Wubbrle the [REDACTED]
She said thank you !!
then called me the F Slur (she takes. After my bsf named Coral) -
RE: my most horrendous hear me out
my brother sold my dog on ebay for a pack of pokemon cards no cuz I kinda agree with you
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jjust us
@petefromeltingville
I sold my sibling's dog on Ebay for a pack of pokemon cards
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i love whatevers wrong with me
like all in seriousness i fucking love myself. Some fake people really make me feel smart and pretty. I literally fucking love myself so much. Like holy shit, Where’d all this confidence come from before? I love myself that its sickening, But its ok. At least i love myself. <3
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Is it just me, Or like ;
When you’re logging into something, And you have put the email / Username and the Passocode. Am I the only one who puts the Passcode first and then the Username / Email second?