whoever makes his minecraft skins i love you so muccchhhh all the outfits are so fucking cuuuuteee i love hi new maid dress one PLEAASEEEE SOMEONE DRAW HIM IN IT ON TWT ITS SO CUTIE CUTE

redapplecups i wish i was good at making like edits or art omggg hes so moe sometimessss hehe

its not even the smart autism its the autism where i love cutesy things and a 32 year old balding indian man on twitch LMFAO

@plutonium OMFGGG I LOVE DRINKS TOOOO UUGHH SO GOODD reminds me of this one old pin i made

my cat so cute and nice i like when she sleeps ontop of me

im in school right now but its a half day ! im already about to go to my last period in like, , , i dont know.

anyways my cat fell asleep on top of me last night i like it when she does that so i slept in longer than usual, , thankfully i didnt miss the bus

this is the first time i admit it anywhere but ive been avoiding mirrors for the past few years. i just dont like who i am anymore. i just want that tomorrow i dont wake up. and i wake up days later with a smile and that no one ever bothers me again, and i stay at peace. i know im childish, i know im not mature or realistic. id never survive this horrible world. just let me lie down and leave me

i dont feel like my own person at times. sometimes i wonder if everything ive ever said and done was me. i regret waking up at mornings i regret looking at people i regret asking a question i regret wearing my hair down. all i am is embarrassing

every relationship i make feels like a waste. ive broken apart several relationships including my own family’s, ruining my life further. i remember telling a friend in elementary i felt like a curse to anyone i cross paths with and im sad i still feel the same way a decade later.

ive written this several times by now but i think the short story is that i hate everyone including myself i hate everyone and what theyve made me become i hate myself for being born because every time i look back at little me i tear up and know that my potential as a human being was shattered from the start. i have shame from the monster ive become and the lies and filth i live in. the other i live with on this earth. i have a hatred that has been building for years because i knew as time progresses all i see is more bullshit. i cry for little me. i cry for the innocent. i cry for the feeling of ignorance. i always felt so small and every passing minute i feel smaller. i hate being me.

i really like the movies soooo heyy, , which one was ur favorite if you watched any…

redapplecups i wanna know more about people here, , ,

tell me about yourself im redapplecups, , ,

umm i went over to my girlfriends place on saturday since it was her birthday! i got to see her friends and we went to a restaurant! funnily enough it was the same one my aunts boyfriend works at! it was fun… she gave me my valentines gift but i couldnt give her hers because i didnt want my mom to know we’re dating (shes homophobia LMFAO) the valentines gift was a cd she burned my favorite songs on, , , , its so cutttee…

i plan to see her again on 4/11 and hopefully 4/12, , , i wanna have a sleepover and do our annual 4/13 celebrate because we’re both big geeks ♡

im fat and hungry should i make noodles :/

randy my favorite drink is lemonade would you recommend 4 me, , , ,

redapplecups i even have a figurine of him

@plutonium zenitsu because im a fat unlovable chud :/

@goonerman38 id go “ow!” cause itd hurt

i wish i was a nice little flower… feeling the wind and the fuzzy feet of a bee as they pollinate… or a pet cat… so id be loved and adored by my owner… haha