hai hai! ive been introduced to this site by randy but i know someone else on this site (hai hai blake! （´∀｀）)

lamest page of space you’ll meet ! (≧∇≦)b ♥

she/any pronouns !
im shy but im nice once you get to know me ! ♡
i have autism + adhd (and others) please be patient with me !

im multifandom but my hyperfixations at the moment are:
❥ homestuck
❥ vocaloid \ project sekai
❥ squeex
❥ anything maid related !

(please talk to me if you share any interests with me,)
((but feel free to dm me either way !!! ( ´ ¬ ` ") ))

thank you for reading, i hope i have a wonderful time on this site ^u^

cv7mp those who nose 👃

I WAS TRYING TO BEAT IT YESTERDAY BUT I FINALLY DID IT TODAYYYY TWICE !!! BECAUSE THE FIRST TIME I DIDNT GET TO TAKE A SCREENSHOT BUT IT WAS WAY BETTER THAN THESE SCORES BUT STILLLLLL !!! (⁠ ⁠≧⁠Д⁠≦⁠)

AAAAYYY LETS GOOO CLOUT CLOUT CLOUT !

randy fun fun fun… ^_^

when i say “im going to go rap battle a group of boys” but nobody understands so now i look like a liar 😭😭😭😭

randy hai hai! im one of astrids friends ^u^

every relationship i make feels like a waste. ive broken apart several relationships including my own family’s, ruining my life further. i remember telling a friend in elementary i felt like a curse to anyone i cross paths with and im sad i still feel the same way a decade later.

@Faust what games do you be playing

Tenna!! | 💤🏝️ g-gulp!!! (also i luv ur rubyflower signature thing so cute <3)

꒰ა 𝓐𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓵 .ᐟ ֹ ₊ it otay

whoever makes his minecraft skins i love you so muccchhhh all the outfits are so fucking cuuuuteee i love hi new maid dress one PLEAASEEEE SOMEONE DRAW HIM IN IT ON TWT ITS SO CUTIE CUTE

redapplecups i wish i was good at making like edits or art omggg hes so moe sometimessss hehe

its not even the smart autism its the autism where i love cutesy things and a 32 year old balding indian man on twitch LMFAO

@plutonium OMFGGG I LOVE DRINKS TOOOO UUGHH SO GOODD reminds me of this one old pin i made

my cat so cute and nice i like when she sleeps ontop of me

im in school right now but its a half day ! im already about to go to my last period in like, , , i dont know.

anyways my cat fell asleep on top of me last night i like it when she does that so i slept in longer than usual, , thankfully i didnt miss the bus

this is the first time i admit it anywhere but ive been avoiding mirrors for the past few years. i just dont like who i am anymore. i just want that tomorrow i dont wake up. and i wake up days later with a smile and that no one ever bothers me again, and i stay at peace. i know im childish, i know im not mature or realistic. id never survive this horrible world. just let me lie down and leave me

i dont feel like my own person at times. sometimes i wonder if everything ive ever said and done was me. i regret waking up at mornings i regret looking at people i regret asking a question i regret wearing my hair down. all i am is embarrassing

every relationship i make feels like a waste. ive broken apart several relationships including my own family’s, ruining my life further. i remember telling a friend in elementary i felt like a curse to anyone i cross paths with and im sad i still feel the same way a decade later.

ive written this several times by now but i think the short story is that i hate everyone including myself i hate everyone and what theyve made me become i hate myself for being born because every time i look back at little me i tear up and know that my potential as a human being was shattered from the start. i have shame from the monster ive become and the lies and filth i live in. the other i live with on this earth. i have a hatred that has been building for years because i knew as time progresses all i see is more bullshit. i cry for little me. i cry for the innocent. i cry for the feeling of ignorance. i always felt so small and every passing minute i feel smaller. i hate being me.