i am suffering from a very crippling mental illness that plagues many people on this very earth. i have been so ashamed to admit it that it is affecting my friends and family. they think i am a psycho but in reality im just a wounded bird silently pleading for help.
now you must be wondering when this all started. well here’s this little thing about genetics:
Genetics is the study of genes, genetic variation, and heredity in organisms.[1][2][3] It is an important branch in biology because heredity is vital to organisms’ evolution. Gregor Mendel, a Moravian Augustinian friar working in the 19th century in Brno, was the first to study genetics scientifically. Mendel studied “trait inheritance”, patterns in the way traits are handed down from parents to offspring over time. He observed that organisms (pea plants) inherit traits by way of discrete “units of inheritance”. This term, still used today, is a somewhat ambiguous definition of what is referred to as a gene.
Trait inheritance and molecular inheritance mechanisms of genes are still primary principles of genetics in the 21st century, but modern genetics has expanded to study the function and behavior of genes. Gene structure and function, variation, and distribution are studied within the context of the cell, the organism (e.g. dominance), and within the context of a population. Genetics has given rise to a number of subfields, including molecular genetics, epigenetics, and population genetics. Organisms studied within the broad field span the domains of life (archaea, bacteria, and eukarya).
Genetic processes work in combination with an organism’s environment and experiences to influence development and behavior, often referred to as nature versus nurture. The intracellular or extracellular environment of a living cell or organism may increase or decrease gene transcription. A classic example is two seeds of genetically identical corn, one placed in a temperate climate and one in an arid climate (lacking sufficient waterfall or rain). While the average height the two corn stalks could grow to is genetically determined, the one in the arid climate only grows to half the height of the one in the temperate climate due to lack of water and nutrients in its environment.
and unfortunately i have them and that is how i got this very sad mental illness. i feel it weighing down on my every day life, and every day i have to think about it. i am actively affected by this, and i don’t know how to get it to stop. i feel everyone’s eyes on me everyday in the lunch room, just waiting for me to make the mistake…
now i know you’re wondering what this illness is. well listen, i have brown eyes. (this will be important later) and i also have organs and a brain. this brain controls my organs, right? and also genetics too i guess
and the genetics decided to give me this fuckass disease called lactose intolerance. anytime even a drop of milk enters my weak body i am immediately hunched down on the toilet pushing a big wet one from my dairrière. someone please tell me how i can heal, how i can possibly lift this weight off of my shoulders and fly free and excel in my every day life. i just don’t know what to do anymore. i feel my life slipping through my hands, and the blood is on a cows hooves.
what can i do to not have this disease any more?
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Please help.posted in Advice
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hehposted in Boredom
what if me and yangyang kissed 😎
what if me and yangyang got freaky 😎
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RE: Boogie Woogie Wu - Insane Clown Posse (ICP)posted in Song Lyrics
឵឵឵ ឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵឵឵឵ ឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵឵឵឵ ឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵឵឵឵ ឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵឵឵឵ ឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵឵឵឵ ឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵឵឵឵ ឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵឵឵឵ ឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵឵឵឵ ឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵឵឵឵ ឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵឵឵឵ ឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵឵឵឵ ឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵STARES INTO YOUR EYES AND EATS THEM. i love thjis song this was the first icp song i ever listened 2
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idk what im doinh hereposted in Introductions
hey guys im like the nonchalant god and my name ramy 😛. yangyang is my ho btw
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what do i doposted in School
bro my friend group is literally so toxic … these mfs be kicking girls out left n right and now they want to kick my friend out bcz apparently she was being “weird” to this other girl
i don’t know if i should stay friends w her because im ngl before she used to be super rude but like ever since a month ago she’s been nice ig but yeah idk
i don’t wanna get kicked out next bruh should i unfriend her like gently or no
like i feel bad because she’s gonna have no friends if we all drop her because she dropped everyone else to b with us 😣😣😣😣
ts pmo
