I love this shirt duuudeee

I’ve had enough. I told my Bio dad yesterday that I wanted to go now… He said he’ll pick me up yesterday. I’ve called CPS and they said he can take me and sign papers that says that he has emergency custody of me Until court.

I’m a little scared.

But I’ll be packing my backs wednesday.

I will be taking my computer and try to keep you guys updated.
I will get a phone too soon.

He is also going to be funny and not text my mom as we leave. Cause it’ll take about 15 hours to get to Where he lives… So He’ll ignore her texts and calls. Because that’s what she’s been doing. She has him blocked and shit so hah.

I’ll be safe.
He’ll get me into counseling.
He’ll put me into a normal in person school.
I’ll be able to make freinds and go to the mall without my parents consent…
I can be me.

And He has cats…
My favorite out of the three that he has, her name is blue… And she’s the silliest little baby ever… She’s a little under a year old maybe like 8-10 months

I can’t wait to see my little blue…

I’ll be normal…
and free.

So, recently… like 2 months—3 months ago, I was able to have contact with my dad. as in contact, I was able to call him without my mom listening in. and show him things like my art and keep secrets from her without my mom knowing. He told me stuff about my mom that I could believe it’s her because I’ve been with the woman my whole life.

these are the things.

1.

He told me that sometimes she can’t differentiate work from home and ends up bringing work home (which is how she acts) I know that for true because she’s told me before, “Act like a prisoner, I’ll treat you like one” and took all and I mean ALL My stuff. Most of my clothes, shoes, Piano, art stuff, privilege’s to watch TV (My devices), A lot of my books but the bible, my will to speak with friends, ect.

2.

She… has been exaggerating about my dad my whole life, making me see him in a different light, and horrible light. But when I saw him… or—spoke to him on the phone and he heard through me what my mom’s been saying, He was baffled.

She told me he LEFT ME. He told me he didn’t LEAVE she LEFT HIM.

(SO basically CRAZY SHIT right? HE has legal papers that says that I’m supposed to go to him for the weekends and holidays in HIS STATE. so my mom said “Uh uh” and MOVED To texas. I’ve always wondered why we moved so far all of a sudden. basically… she KIDNAPPED ME. but legally because she CAN Do that. if he wants me back in HIS Custody, he has to do alot of signing shit and paying shit… but my mom gave me free will when I turn 18 to live with him if I want so I’ll be doing that… and we’ll think of a way to sue or something.)

He told me that when she left, He got a warrant against him for NOTHING… and he got arrested and taken to jail. He knew it was her because her friends showed up to the jail and pointed and laughed at him like an animal.

Just inhumane…

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3.

The other wild shit I’ve heard that my dad DOESN’T Want me to spill to my mom (Because we don’t know how she’ll react because I’m going to see him aka ride a plane to see him in just a few weeks, and we don’t wanna ruin that) so uh… My dad JUST Found out cause the test results came in that… He has a son… a BIOLOGICAL SON… which makes that kid my Half brother… But I consider him my brother. he’s 12 years old, Just like me, and is a nice sport. (Why do I gotta be the eldest of 2 now ) So I’ll be meeting him when I catch that plane to see that side of my family… (Mom has FINALLY Allowed me to do so. we can’t ruin it…)

Honestly with this information… that I have a brother and that my mom almost legally kidnapped me… I’m a little shook and since I’ve known her for all my life, I can see most to even all of the shit happening. she LITERALLY told me MOST OF MY LIFE How bad my dad is… How he LEFT And that he shouldn’t be trusted.

Almost to prepare me to… hate him…

Here are some stuff I wrote about her in the past.
Like from 2022-now
https://mpp.community/forum/topic/38694/mom

https://mpp.community/forum/topic/19493/vent-3-tw-suicide-narcissistic-mothers-self-harm-depression-knives-tall-heights-and-other?_=1695313907044

https://mpp.community/forum/topic/48296/mom-d

I love fan art ^^ Tysm for these people for spending their time of day drawing my persona
https://www.patreon.com/posts/thank-you-for-116919077
https://www.tiktok.com/@a.marie_the_artist

So my mom is like… doxxing my dad and his wife. She put his number and her number publicly and his address on Facebook. Like what the fuck. People have been calling my dad and his wife all night yesterday.

She also said she had like a paper that said she had custody but it was just a paper that explained car crashing 👁👄👁

She’s also lying on Facebook saying she called him multiple times but she didn’t. She only called once and had people harass them.

Yep! German!

Someone suggested that I make Noir as a siren or Fish-like creature, so I did!

I also did an art trade! This was also posted on my tiktok @A.Marie_The_Artist! Go follow me there!

This has been very stressful on me hence why I wasn’t here often

Heres how my room is looking so far

I’m also going to a new school which I’m not too excited about
But I drew on my hand while the councilor talked to my parents

I’m going to be in school on Tuesday, I don’t know what ima wear but I might go for something subtle nd less flashy sense I’m in a whole new district and I don’t know the vibe here

So since I’m growing up, about to go to collage, and about to live life in the real world, I plan to glow ALL The way up. Not only spiritually with my connection with god but also MENTALLY and PHYSICALLY.

Here are some glow up tips and pinterest boards I will be following and you can too!

WARNING

Take heed to these tips, they might not work for EVERYONE

You can read my old “Glow up tips” posts here but this post is new and IMPROVED!
https://mpp.community/forum/topic/46247/glowing-up-tips

THIS WILL BE A 3 PART POST SO IF YOU WANT THE REST OF THE PARTS, UPVOTE AND COMMENT THAT YOU DO! ^^ </3

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Body Health

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  Squats: Great for building leg muscles (quads, hamstrings, glutes).
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  Lunges: These work the legs and glutes, helping with balance and stability.
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• Focus on Balanced Meals
  Protein: Helps build and repair muscles. Include lean proteins like chicken, turkey, tofu, beans, eggs, and fish in your meals.
  Carbohydrates: Provide energy for your workouts and everyday activities. Choose complex carbs such as whole grains (brown rice, quinoa, whole wheat bread), fruits, and vegetables, which also provide fiber and nutrients.
  Healthy Fats: Healthy fats support hormone production and overall health. Include sources like avocados, nuts, seeds, olive oil, and fatty fish like salmon.
  Vegetables and Fruits: Fill half your plate with vegetables and fruits for vitamins, minerals, antioxidants, and fiber. This can support your immune system and overall well-being.

Here are some pinterest boards and motivations I’m working on

Politics are boring anyways in my opinion It’s just unneeded drama

Besides, have you SEEN Those lefts on tiktok?? They’re GENUINLY tweaking and I’m so glad I’m NOT Apart of it.