꩜ֶָ֢. 𝒔𝒆𝒕𝒉 ₊˚⊹ 𐂯 I have no money

@ugly-hoez-hate-me I’m trying

꩜ֶָ֢. 𝒔𝒆𝒕𝒉 ₊˚⊹ 𐂯 dang yeah but at this point in time I outlived Hitler so I’m happy about that

power thank you 🫶

I am really declining, I have a therapy session in August because the therapist is really booked and it’s a family therapist… I heard she’s really good at what she does but I feel that the therapy is too far away…

I had a fight with my dad…

And I’ve been hearing more consistent knocking and my parents calling my name when they aren’t around.

I’m getting more stressed by the day and more suicidal by the day.

I hope that I make it by Friday let alone by the end of this month.

Ill try.

꩜ֶָ֢. 𝒔𝒆𝒕𝒉 ₊˚⊹ 𐂯 I don’t want your money but thanks 😅

Araghibe I’ll try to stay strong but with the constant stress, trauma flashes, nightmares, and dumb shit happening I don’t know how much longer I’ll make it.

I decided to postpone my attempt… I tried to do it but I couldn’t bring myself to do so.

I just ended up crying silently until I slept.

I have a scheduled doctors visit in August for therapy… I personally think that’s too far… But I’m not picky I guess…

If I don’t say anything in 3 days I’m most likely gone

ayin I could but I’m not going to…

@yaoigooner69 I have my ways and access to many things. Including guns and toxic chemicals

I keep getting flashes in my head of dangerous ways to end my life. I feel useless and unwanted. I feel that I cant do anything right. I feel like a burden to everyone… I feel like ill never succeed and no body truely wants me.

I feel that my dad isnt proud of me even if he does say it.

I feel that he doesn’t believe me when I say I have depression.

The hard truth is I want to end my life.
I do have a plan on how in the most painless way…

@ugly-hoez-hate-me 😼

This is the new OC/the girlfriend

And this is Bernadette!!

Theyre both lesbians, Bernadette being 52 and the new OC who is named Lyra is 51… Both female but Bernadette is more masculine

𝕽𝖞𝖑𝖎𝖊﹒𝜗℘ unc

I haven’t been ignoring you ive just been busy…