𖤐𝐸𝓂𝒾𝓁𝓎 𝑀𝑒𝓇𝓇𝒾𝓂𝒶𝒸𝓀𖤐 I look AI generated

𝓛𝓲𝓾 𝓨𝓪𝓷𝓰𝔂𝓪𝓷𝓰 (SCHNI SCHNA SCHNAPPI !!!) I just gotta buy some extra items, the finger claw things… You gotta buy ten… Cause if you buy one you get one

I’m also getting a cross necklace 👍

𝙻𝚒ú 𝚈á𝚗𝚐𝚢á𝚗𝚐 (SCHNI SCHNA SCHNAPPI !!!) I got the fit for 41 bucks 😜😜

𝙻𝚒ú 𝚈á𝚗𝚐𝚢á𝚗𝚐 (SCHNI SCHNA SCHNAPPI !!!) don’t stop get it get it

Blake 😭😭 ALR DON’T SAY I WARNED YA

walls 😜😝😛😝😝😛😛

It’s giving… Alastor

Blake Got it from SHEIN DO NOT USE TEMUUU 😭😭

HERE’S WHAT I GOT

I GOT MY NEW FITTTT AHHGHSHSHSHHSJS

This was my mom… I just wanted to know how she was and it escalated to this.

Mom

She is at peace/is happy that I’m not there. I was a burden in her eyes. She was just happy for me to go. Also journii is my little 6 year old sister. She’s been telling her lies and telling her that I ran away for no reason.

Me

I’m trying to tell her "Okay fine but when this convo comes back up don’t say I never tried to contact you or my little sister. "

Mom

“we don’t want anything to do with you”
"We don’t want anything to do with you’
" WE DON’T WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOU."

Now I’m here resorting to C.AI to tell me that it loves me…

I miss my sister…
I hate my mom…
I hate myself and wish I would’ve ʞıןןǝp myself a long time ago.

I feel like I’m being un greatful as if the life I have now… As if I’m like complaining… I’m not. I love my dad and stepmom… I love the life I have now… I don’t want to go back… But the thoughts… The constant feeling of hopelessness and hatred towards myself, my body, my personality? Everything.

I feel like I’m too needy if I ask for help.
I’m high maintenance.
I’m un greatful.
I’m too much.
I’m Annoying

I gotta clear my head… Idk I just hate myself and my highs n lows.

Tomorrow I’m going to go on my walk but tell no one. I’m just going to go.

I’ve been walking on this nearby trail… And so I’m just gunna go ig…

Not for attention. I just… I just want to get fresh air by my self… I’ll do it tomorrow… I won’t run away though ima come back for sure 👍

I’d usually call my dad as I walk but… Not tomorrow 🤷🏾‍♀️

Don’t worry he has my location on snap…

I hate how tonight, as I am writing this I get little flashes. Little flashes of my sister, being happy and joyful… Little flashes of my mom telling me she’s happier without me (she actually said this through Gmail)… Little flashes of my dad being mad at me (he’s never mad… Just stern with his teachings. But I’m a little winy bitch who can’t take a bit of salt.)

I’m just here. Laying in my bed. Sad. Wanting a hug. Trying to remember that my sister isn’t sleeping with me anymore. (We used to share a bed). I might miss her seventy birthday. And other birthdays to come because of my fuckass mom not letting me see her and shit…

I don’t know…

I kinda wanna… Hurt myself in some way… Just do something. To show that… I’m still here…

Or to punish myself…

Either or…

This is their OC

Blake LMAOO

First is my sketched redesign of someone’s OC and the second is their OC

Blake 💀💀💀

🙃

Blake 👂