Good news..i am not dead.
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I decided to postpone my attempt… I tried to do it but I couldn’t bring myself to do so.
I just ended up crying silently until I slept.
I have a scheduled doctors visit in August for therapy… I personally think that’s too far… But I’m not picky I guess…
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I’m glad you’re alive. From what I’ve seen here, a lot of people didn’t want you to commit to it, and a lot of people care about you. I think that it’s good that you’re getting professional help, it’s a step towards a better place and a better space of mind. Therapy is never too far or too extreme. I hope things go well for you and therapy helps. We don’t want to lose you.
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Araghibe I’ll try to stay strong but with the constant stress, trauma flashes, nightmares, and dumb shit happening I don’t know how much longer I’ll make it.
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i’ve been debating making a reply for a bit because i’ve never been the best at consoling during times like this but i’ve decided to say something.
the fact you couldn’t bring yourself to attempt is a good thing, it means there’s a part of you that still wants to hold on even through all of this. I hope that once you get therapy [which i agree, august is a bit too far…] you’ll be better.
I hope your mental state improves soon, sphinx. May God be with you throughout all of this
