I don’t wanna feel better
No one’s ever gonna love me like that again
I don’t wanna get over you
I wanna sit with you in bed
I don’t wanna feel better
I’d give anything to miss you again
I don’t wanna get over it
I wanna get under it instead
A book sits on top of clean and messy blankets
On a bed that fuckin’ creaks at night when I get in it late
And late at night, I’m chugging Gatorade
And someone’s breaking up when I crack up
Because I know I’ll never know just what to say
I’m a communist, a terrorist, an MPDG thot
Or I’m a sad girl in a dorm room, living out the shady Christian plot of
Twilight or The Bible or The Lover by Duras
Or I’m just really fuckin’ selfish and really fuckin’ lost
But someone loved me, someone fucking loved me
Someone fucking loved me and I fuckin’ loved them too
Goddamn it, I was worth something, I fuckin’ learned something
I had my cake (I ate it, it ate me too and, God, no)
I don’t wanna feel better
(I don’t wanna feel better)
(I’d give anything to miss you again)
(I don’t wanna get over it)
(I wanna rip it to shreds)
We kept our liquor in a suitcase underneath my bed
And we drank it to go out or just stay in or to feel sad
But in a hot way, a way I’ll fuckin’ never have again
The sun has began to set
I’m a socialist, Marxist, libertarian slut
I am an awkward teenage virgin and I sort of kinda laugh a lot in bed
But other times, I cry or don’t make noise at all
I’d give my life to have a room that feels that small
‘Cause someone loved me, someone fucking loved me
Someone fucking loved me, I loved them too
Goddamn it, I was worth something, I fuckin’ earned something
I have a right to die, a right to live, a right to choose, too
And God, no!
Of course I don’t wanna feel better!
Can you fucking imagine?!
No one’s ever gonna love me like that again
I don’t wanna get over it
I wanna rip the stars to shreds
I don’t wanna feel better
Of course it hurt, of course it fuckin’ hurt
It hurt like nothing in the world sometimes
That I was super scared, and we were all a train-wreck
And also somehow making it
I think I might’ve died there twice, and I would do it all again
I’m a nihilist, a soldier, an OCD-machine
Or I’m a healthy baby-girl who traded sunshine for disease
But when my head hit my cheap pillow, I could tell I had a heart
And I wanna tear this fascist Milky Way apart
‘Cause someone loved me, someone fuckin’ loved me
All my filthy life I loved someone I barely knew
Goddamn it, I was worth something, I fuckin’ learned something
And it felt better in my mouth than fresh warm food
I guess I loved you, I guess I really loved you
All my filthy life I loved someone I barely knew
And now you’re over there, and I’m way over here
What am I gonna do?
I don’t wanna feel better
No one’s ever gonna love me like that again
I don’t wanna get over you
I wanna sit with you in bed
I don’t wanna feel better
(I don’t wanna feel better)

@Grey_From_Pokepasta_Real

Gay

@Grey_From_Pokepasta_Real lol

@Grey_From_Pokepasta_Real rip

kitkatgirlie LMAOOOO

Over and over I keep going over the world we knew
Once when you walked beside me
That inconceivable, that unbelievable world we knew
When we two were in love

And every bright neon sign turned into stars
And the sun and the moon seemed to be ours
Each road that we took turned into gold
But the dream was too much for you to hold

Now over and over I keep going over the world we knew
Days when you used to love me

And every bright neon sign turned into stars
And the sun and the moon seemed to be ours
Each road that we took, it turned into gold
But the dream was too much for you to hold

Now over and over I keep going over the world we knew
Days when you used to love me
Over and over I keep going over the world we knew

What I would give for someone to slow dance with me to this song… 😔

Bonus points if you wear historically accurate clothing… 🤩

@Grey_From_Pokepasta_Real Real

Some people live the life that was given
Some people just get by
Some people never learned how to be driven
Some people don’t even try
But some people know what their heart desires
Some people lead with a passionate fire
And some people know that they’re destined
To fly
I’ll go all out, ace every test
No doubt, outdo all the rest
Don’t pout or settle for second-best
So I won’t stop, and won’t lose my cool
Don’t flop 'cause Harvard’s no fool
And who’ll love me
If I’m not the top of my school
She’s the top (she’s the top)
She’s the top (she’s the top)
She’s the top (she’s the-)
Top of our, top of our school
Maybe my friends will say I’m overzealous
Maybe I try too hard (Maybe she tries too hard)
Maybe they’ll just have to learn to be jealous
Watching me shine like a star
'Cause maybe I know what my heart desires
Maybe I’ll lead with a passionate fire
'Cause baby, I know that I’m destined
To fly
But if I hadn’t earned a dollar
What would you think of your dear daughter
Would it be pity or dishonor
To ensue
And if I failed to earn blue ribbon
How could I ever be forgiven?
Tell me, what love would still be given
From you?
I’ll go all out, ace every test
No doubt, outdo all the rest
Don’t pout or settle for second-best
So I won’t stop, and won’t lose my cool
Don’t flop 'cause Harvard’s no fool
And who’ll love me
If I’m not the top of my school

@Grey_From_Pokepasta_Real LMAO

ima probably record me singing this sooner or later

Dressed in all black like the reaper
Way she go down I could keep her
Digging this grave little deeper
When I resurface wanna see her
No we don’t live in the past
Live in the moment you know it don’t last
Trading the trauma to get me a plaque
When it’s over we just leave the lights low
Roll back, eyes closed
It’s suicidal
Coming off your chemical
Make it alright for the last time
Take it slow, I’m numb from the pain
Don’t mess around
Come and save me
Medicate me
Tell me baby, am I chasing a high that I won’t live down?
Am I chasing a high that I won’t live down?
Am I chasing a high that I won’t live down?
Come and save me
Medicate me
Tell me baby, am I chasing a high that I won’t live down?
Traded my soul for a single night
'Til I feel you coming
Killing myself for your love’s not right
And now I can’t feel nothing
No, we don’t live in the past
Live in the moment you know it don’t last
(Craving the second that I get you back)
When it’s over we just leave the lights low
Roll back, eyes closed
It’s suicidal
Coming off your chemical
Make it alright for the last time
Take it slow I’m numb from the pain
Don’t mess around
Come and save me
Medicate me
Tell me baby, am I chasing a high that I won’t live down?
I know you’re leaving and I tell myself I’m over your love
Hard to believe it when I taste you on the tip of my tongue
Come and save me
Medicate me
Tell me baby, am I chasing a high that I won’t live down?
Am I chasing a high that I won’t live down?
Dressing all black like the reaper
Way she go down I could keep her
Digging this grave little deeper
Yeah

if you had my love and i gave you all my trust, would you comfort me? and if somehow you knew that your love would be untrue, would you lie to me?

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You move like I want to
To see like your eyes do
We are downstairs
Where no one can see
New life break away
Tonight
I feel like more
Tonight I
You make the water warm
You taste foreign
And I know you can see
The cord break away
'Cause tonight
I feel like more
Tonight
I feel like more
Feel like more
Tonight
You breathed
Then you stopped
I breathed
then dried you off
And tonight
I feel, feel like more
Tonight I feel like
Feel like more
Tonight I feel like more
Feel like more
Tonight

Dear God, please, hear me out
I know it’s been a couple years
Since I’ve reached out and said hello
I bet You’re wondering
Why I keep
Obsessing on and stressing all the little things
When I should be
Living life and soaking up the memories
I know I’ve been selfish, I have
No excuse to give you, it’s true
Hanging by a thread’s how I live
I don’t know why, but I feel more comfortable
Living in my agony, watching my self-esteem
Go up in flames, acting like I don’t
Care what anyone else thinks, when I know truthfully
That that’s the furthest thing from how I
Feel, but I’m too proud to open up and ask ya
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I’m trapped in
The truth is, I need help, but I just can’t imagine who
Who I’d be if I was happy
Yeah, been this way so long
It feels like something’s off when I’m not depressed
I got some issues that I won’t address
I got some baggage I ain’t opened yet
I got some demons I should put to rest
I got some traumas that I can’t forget
I got some phone calls I been avoiding
Some family members I don’t really connect with
Some things I said I wish I would of not let slip
Some hurtful words that never should of left my lips
Some bridges burned, I’m not ready to rebuild yet
Some insecurities I haven’t dealt with, yes
I’ll be the first to admit that I’m a lonely soul
And the last to admit I need a hand to hold
Losing hope, headed down a dangerous road
Strange, I know, but I feel most at home when I’m
Living in my agony, watching my self-esteem
Go up in flames acting, like I don’t
Care what anyone else thinks, when I know truthfully
That that’s the furthest thing from how I
Feel, but I’m too proud to open up and ask ya
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I’m trapped in
The truth is, I need help, but I just can’t imagine who
Who I’d be if I was happy
Don’t know what’s around the bend
Don’t know what my future is
But I can’t keep on living in
Living in my agony, watching my self-esteem
Go up in flames acting, like I don’t
Care what anyone else thinks, when I know truthfully
That that’s the furthest thing from how I
Feel, but I’m too proud to open up and ask ya
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I’m trapped in
The truth is, I need help, but I just can’t imagine who
Who I’d be if I was happy
If I was happy
If I was happy

@ry_rylie I showed u that song:3

I usually don’t listen to country but i love this song

It’s like a bolt of lightning hits me in my chest
Right out of the blue
Every time I see you, every time I see you

Top of the world I’m standing rocking at my best
Then I look like a fool
Every time I see you, every time I see you

You’re like a wreck out on the highway
I can’t look away and I can’t pass through
You’re like an early morning Monday
Bringing me down, messing with my mood

I’d love to say I can hold myself together
But I can’t help but come unglued
Every time I see you, every time I see you

I wanna tell you everything I ever wanted to say
But I never do
Every time I see you, every time I see you

I’m sure my steering wheel and dashboard
Would love a good break but they feel it too
Every time I see you, why I gotta see you?

You’re like a wreck out on the highway
I can’t look away and I can’t pass through
You’re like a early morning Monday
Bringing me down, messing with my mood

I’d love to say I can hold myself together
But I can’t help but come unglued
Every time I see you, every time I see you, yeah

Oh, you’re like a wreck out on the highway
I can’t look away and I can’t pass through
You’re like an early morning Monday
Bringing me down, messing with my mood

I’d love to say I can hold myself together
But I can’t help but come unglued
Every time I see you, every time I see you
Every time I see you, oh yeah

Oh, I’m walking down the street
And you walk right up to me and I freeze
Every time I see you

finneass <33 lol right on