Help me, it’s like the walls are caving in
Sometimes I feel like giving up
But I just can’t
It isn’t in my blood
Laying on the bathroom floor, feeling nothing
I’m overwhelmed and insecure, give me something
I could take to ease my mind slowly
Just have a drink and you’ll feel better
Just take her home and you’ll feel better
Keep telling me that it gets better
Does it ever?
Help me, it’s like the walls are caving in
Sometimes I feel like giving up
No medicine is strong enough
Someone help me
I’m crawling in my skin
Sometimes I feel like giving up
But I just can’t
It isn’t in my blood
It isn’t in my blood
I’m looking through my phone again, feeling anxious
Afraid to be alone again, I hate this
I’m tryna find a way to chill, can’t breathe, oh
Is there somebody who could help me?
It’s like the walls are caving in
Sometimes I feel like giving up
No medicine is strong enough
Someone help me
I’m crawling in my skin
Sometimes I feel like giving up
But I just can’t
It isn’t in my blood
It isn’t in my blood (oh)
I need somebody now
I need somebody now
Someone to help me out
I need somebody now
Help me, it’s like the walls are caving in
Sometimes I feel like giving up
But I just can’t
It isn’t in my blood
It isn’t in my blood, oh, oh
(Oh, oh, oh)
It isn’t in my blood
I need somebody now
It isn’t in my blood
I need somebody now
It isn’t in my blood

i don’t like shawn mendes’ music often but this song means a lot to me

Yeah
Yeah
I’ve been down so long it look like up to me
They look up to me
I got fake people showin’ fake love to me
Straight up to my face, straight up to my face
I’ve been down so long it look like up to me
They look up to me
I got fake people showin’ fake love to me
Straight up to my face, straight up to my face
Somethin’ ain’t right when we talkin’
Somethin’ ain’t right when we talkin’
Look like you hidin’ your problems
Really you never was solid
No you can’t son me, you won’t ever get to run me
Just when shit look, outta reach, I reach back like one, three
Like one, three, yeah
That’s when they smile in my face
Whole time they wanna take my place
Whole time they wanna take my place
Whole time they wanna take my place
Yeah, I know they wanna take my place
I can tell that love is fake
I don’t trust a word you say
How you wanna click up after your mistakes?
Look you in the face and it’s just not the same
I’ve been down so long it look like up to me
They look up to me
I got fake people showin’ fake love to me
Straight up to my face, straight up to my face
I’ve been down so long it look like up to me
They look up to me
I got fake people showin’ fake love to me
Straight up to my face, straight up to my face
Yeah, straight up to my face, tryna play it safe
Vibe switch like night and day, I can see ya like right away
I came up, you changed up, I caught that whole play
Since then, it’s never been the same
That’s when they smile in my face
Whole time they wanna take my place
Whole time they wanna take my place
Whole time they wanna take my place
Yeah, I know they wanna take my place
I can tell that love is fake
(I can tell that love is fake)
I don’t trust a word you say
(I don’t trust a word)
How you wanna click up after your mistakes?
(That’s just what I heard)
Look you in the face and it’s just not the same
I’ve been down so long it look like up to me
They look up to me
I got fake people showin’ fake love to me
Straight up to my face, straight up to my face
I’ve been down so long it look like up to me
They look up to me
I got fake people showin’ fake love to me
Straight up to my face, straight up to my face (skrrt)

Cat got my tongue
And I don’t think I get along with anyone
Blood running cold
I’m on the outside of the greatest inside joke
And I hate all my clothes
Feels like my skin doesn’t fit right over my bones
So, I guess I should go
The party’s done, and I’m no fun, I know, I know, I know, I know

I broke a glass, I tripped and fell
I told secrets I shouldn’t tell
I stumbled over all my words
I made it weird, I made it worse

Each time I step outside
It’s social suicide
It’s social suicide
Wanna curl up and die
It’s social suicide

Ah, ah, ah

I laughed at the wrong time, sat with the wrong guy (uh-huh)
Searching “How to start a conversation?” on a website (how to flirt?)
I talked to this hot guy, swore I was his type
Guess that he was making out with boys, like, the whole night (oh)
Everything I do is tragic (oh)
Every guy I like is gay
The morning after, I panic (oh)
Oh, God, what did I say? (Oh, whoa, yeah)

I broke a glass, I tripped and fell
I told secrets I shouldn’t tell
I stumbled over all my words
I made it weird, I made it worse

Each time I step outside
It’s social suicide
It’s social suicide
Wanna curl up and die
It’s social suicide
Yeah, when I’m alone, I’m fine
But don’t let me out at night
It’s social suicide
It’s social suicide

Ah, ah, ah
Ah, ah, ah

I broke a glass, tripped and fell
Told secrets I shouldn’t tell
Stumbled over all my words
Made it weird, then made it worse

Each day that I’m alive
It’s social suicide
It’s social suicide
Wanna curl up and die
It’s social suicide
It’s social suicide
Don’t let me out at night
I’m shocked I’m still alive
It’s social suicide (ah, ah, ah)

Thought your mom was your wife (ah)
Called you the wrong name twice (ah)
Can’t think of a third line (ah)
La-la-la-la-la-la (ah)
La-la-la-la-la-la (ah)
La-la-la-la-la-la (ah)
La-la-la-la-la-la, ugh

@Lenore_Offical_From_Nevermore fr

I write my name into the stars right now
온 갤러리에 날 남겨
날 중심으로 돌아가 sunlight
Oh, Galileo 다시 재발견 yeah, I’m the spotlight
Cry (ha) 낮과 밤 돼도 fly 어딜 가도 받아 환대 감당 (hoo)
안되진 않아 떳떳한 내 발자국은 박제되고 다음 (yeah)
선망했던 그 자리에 난 올라
입이 열 개라도 설명하기 너무 바빠
위대한 이 역사, 유성펜으로 써 내려가 ayy
전 세계로 전파, 시차를 무시하는 prime time, ayy
머리 위에 떠오르는 idea는 Thomas Edison의 전구
내 pace의 끝 가늠할 때쯤 이미 주자들의 선두
Pump, pump 찍어내지 위인전
I’m gonna stomp, stomp 내 발자국 Armstrong (I’m strong)
정점을 찍는 업적 (ooh)
입이 떡 벌어지게 만드는 광경 legendary
Hear the people call my name
Here, I’m on the Hall of Fame
Unveil the rumbling, trails of hustling
찍어 위인전
Shaking the industry
Quaking reality
Making it iconic
I stack it up now (now)
더 쌓아 올려 빼곡한 내 일기장과 (now)
기록들은 making new history now
빛이 나는 이 자리 발
딛고 고개 빳빳이 들어 이젠 nah, nah
Call me Shakespeare, I’m filling out my papers
즐겨 고비와의 battle 이 게임판의 승부를 뒤집을 faker
Einstein도 수치화 못하는 패턴
다음 단계는 훨씬 높지 지금 수준의 거듭제곱
Immortal like Hawking, in black holes, I’m walking
My scribbles and doodles, they’re permanent markings
꽉 채워 적어 my fate (fate) 어차피 this is my way (way)
저 너머 세상도 뒤흔드는 난 동서남북 Grand Slam
Pump, pump 찍어내지 위인전
I’m gonna stomp, stomp 내 발자국 Armstrong (I’m strong)
정점을 찍는 업적 (ooh)
입이 떡 벌어지게 만드는 광경 legendary
That’s one small step for man
One giant leap for mankind
I want more, the Hall of Fame
Numerous records I’ll make 'em always
Hear the people call my name
Here, I’m on the Hall of Fame
Unveil the rumbling, trails of hustling
찍어 위인전
'Cause you know I’m
Shaking the industry
Quaking reality
Making it iconic
정점을 찍어 stomp, stomp
Shaking the industry
Quaking reality
입이 떡 벌어지게 만드는 광경 legendary

Don’t let it go to your head
Boys like you are a dime a dozen
Boys like you are a dime a dozen"
She said, “You’re a touch overrated
You’re a lush, and I hate it”
But these grass stains on my knees
They won’t mean a thing
And all I need to know
Is that I’m something you’ll be missing
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that far
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that
I’d never lie to you
Unless I had to, I’ll do what I got to
Unless I had to, I’ll do what I got to
The truth is you could slit my throat
And with my one last gasping breath
I’d apologize for bleeding on your shirt
And all I need to know
Is that I’m something you’ll be missing
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that far
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that
'Cause I’m a wishful thinker with the worst intentions
This’ll be the last chance you get to drop my name
'Cause I’m a wishful thinker with the worst intentions
This’ll be the last chance you get to drop my name
If I’m just bad news, then you’re a liar
If I’m just bad news, then you’re a liar
If I’m just bad news, then you’re a liar
If I’m just bad news, then you’re a liar
If I’m just bad news, then you’re a liar
If I’m just bad news, then you’re a liar
If I’m just bad news, then you’re a liar
If I’m just bad news, then you’re a liar
Maybe I should hate you for this
(If only you knew half as much as you pretend to)
Maybe I should hate you for this
(If only you knew half as much as you pretend to)

I can just hear them now
“How could you let us down?”
But they don’t know what I found
Or see it from this way around
Feeling it overtake
All that I used to hate
Wonder what if we trade
I tried but it’s way too late
All the signs I don’t read
Two sides of me can’t agree
When I breathe in too deep
Going with what I always longed for

Feel like a brand new person
(But you make the same old mistakes)
I don’t care I’m in love
(Stop before it’s too late)
Feel like a brand new person
(But you make the same old mistakes)
I finally know what is love
(You don’t have what it takes)
(Stop before it’s not too late)
(I know there’s too much at stake)
(Making the same mistakes)
And I still don’t know why it’s happening
(Stop while it’s not too late)
And I still don’t know

Finally taking flight
I know you don’t think it’s right
I know that you think it’s fake
Maybe fake’s what I like
Point is I have the right
I’m thinking in black and white
I’m thinking it’s worth the fight
Soon to be out of sight
Knowing it all this time
Going with what I always longed for

Feel like a brand new person
(But you make the same old mistakes)
I don’t care I’m in love
(Stop before it’s too late)
Feel like a brand new person
(But you make the same old mistakes)
I finally know what is love
(You don’t have what it takes)
(Stop before it’s not too late)

Man, I know that it’s hard to digest
But baby this story ain’t so different from the rest
And I know it seems wrong to accept
But you’ve got your demons, and she’s got her regrets
And I know that it’s hard to digest
A realization is as good as it gets
And I know it seems hard to accept
But you’ve got your demons, and she’s got her regrets
But you’ve got your demons, and she’s got her regrets

Feel like a brand new person
So how will I know that it’s right?
In a new direction
So how will I know I’ve gone too far?
(Stop thinking that the only option was)
Feel like a brand new person
I finally know what it’s like
(Stop thinking that the only option was)
So how will I know I’ve gone too far?
(Stop thinking that the only option was)
And I know it’s hard to describe
(Stop thinking that the only option was)
So how will I know that it’s right?

Tell me a story
Like the ones I told to you
Tell them back to me

Are you scared?
Of lying to me (ohh)
Are you there?
You disappear almost everyday
I’m so sick of you
But can’t seem to walk away
I hate myself
Just for loving you
But you don’t care
Its hitting me now

Watching you from a dead man’s eyes
And hating you from the other side
Oh I need some peace of mind
My god am I slowly dying
All because of you
It was all because of you
I just wish you could see, it from my point of view

I remember almost every time I felt love
Descend down and break away till it was gone
My every thought stuck inside
The hell that reminds me that I’ve just given up
Weighing down my soul the thought of it’s
Too much when I think about it all
Can I still find a place where my mind stops all the suffering
Will I live in my disgrace on and on
And I know now all I ever wanted
Was peace inside a mind that’s always haunted
Where’s my sunshine, where’s the repair for all the damage i’ve done
Weighing down my soul the thought of it’s
Too much when I think about it all

Time can take everything that surrounds you
You can break from everything that confines you
Some to trust - look in my eyes
I will guide you
So I say
Living to love could remind you
You can’t know
Follow
What I say to you take with you today
The pressure it brings alone alive to know
What I say to you take with you today
You can’t take the pain
To live to know
You can’t fake
Everything that reminds you
How you feel
Time will tell what’s inside you
You can’t know
Follow
You can’t know
Follow
What I say to you take with you today
The pressure it brings alone alive to know
What I say to you take with you today
You can’t take the pain
To live to know
Live to know
Live to know
What I say to you take with you today
The pressure it brings alone alive to know
What I say to you take with you today
You can’t take the pain
To live to know
Live to know
Live to know
Live to know

feel like this would’ve been better as a vent ngl

I’m so sick of myself, rather be rather be
Anyone anyone else
Jealousy, Jealousy

@Miss_Americana lmao

You got my heart working overtime
You got my mind going crazy
Either way, you know you and I, you’re my baby
Said my heart working overtime
Got my mind going crazy, ooh
Either way, you know you and I, you’re my baby, uh, uh
But I know, but I know, but I know, you’re mine, yeah
Hey, baby (ooh)
And I just can’t get right to it (ooh)
If you leave, I just might lose it, lose it, oh, whoa-oh
I just can’t get right to it (ooh)
Baby, if you leave, I just might lose it

It might not be the right time
I might not be the right one
But there’s something about us I want to say
'Cause there’s something between us anyway
I might not be the right one
It might not be the right time
But there’s something about us I’ve got to do
Some kind of secret I will share with you
I need you more than anything in my life
I want you more than anything in my life
I’ll miss you more than anyone in my life
I love you more than anyone in my life

Let’s go
I kissed the scars on her skin
I still think you’re beautiful
And I don’t ever want to lose my best friend
I screamed out, God you vulture
Bring her back or take me with her
Tear it down, break the barricades
I want to see what sound it makes
I hate this flavor with a passion, and I fucking hate the aftertaste
How does it feel? (How does it feel?)
Well, it feels like I’m on fire
Wake up, I know you can hear me
Make me a promise here tonight, love like a tidal wave
Dreamless and early graves, I never want it to be this way
The chemicals will bring you home again
This is it, when it’s done, we can say that
When it’s sudden death we fight back
(Oh, yeah, this was just as I suspected)
Pretend like it don’t entice you
I’ve seen you circling the sky above my head
You traitor
I will never be taken for granted again
(Keep digging holes in the desert)
Say a prayer for you
I know that you’re in pain
But if we die at the same time does it still scare you?
Make me a promise here tonight (let’s go)
Dreamless and early graves, I never want it to be this way
The chemicals will bring you home again
This is it, when it’s done, we can say that
Oh my God, we’re not gonna make it
We will bring the tidal wave
We will bring the tidal wave
We will bring the tidal wave
We will bring the tidal wave
We will bring the tidal wave
We will bring the tidal wave
And nothing will remain
She’s mine
You stay away from her, it’s not her time
'Cause, baby, I’m the one who haunts your dreams at night
Until she’s satisfied
Make me a promise here tonight, love like a tidal wave
Dreamless and early graves, I never want it to be this way
The chemicals will bring you home again
This is it, when it’s done, we can say that
When it’s sudden death we fight back
Go
Fuck it

You make my eyes run over all the time
You’re happy when I’m out of my mind
You don’t love me but you won’t let me be
Don’t you ever get tired of hurting me?
You must think, I look bad with a smile
For you haven’t let me wear one, in such a long, long while
Still I keep coming back, how can this be?
Don’t you ever get tired of hurting me?
You must think, I look bad with a smile
For you haven’t let me wear one, in such a long, long while
Still I keep coming back, how can this be?
Don’t you ever get tired of hurting me?
Don’t you ever get tired of hurting me?

We found each other
I helped you out of a broken place
You gave me comfort
But falling for you was my mistake
I put you on top, I put you on top
I claimed you so proud and openly
And when times were rough, when times were rough
I made sure I held you close to me
So call out my name (call out my name)
Call out my name when I kiss you so gently
I want you to stay (I want you to stay)
I want you to stay, even though you don’t want me
Girl, why can’t you wait? (Why can’t you wait, baby?)
Girl, why can’t you wait 'til I fall out of love?
Won’t you call out my name? (Call out my name)
Girl, call out my name, and I’ll be on my way and
I’ll be on my
I said I didn’t feel nothing baby, but I lied
I almost cut a piece of myself for your life
Guess I was just another pit stop
'Til you made up your mind
You just wasted my time
You’re on top, I put you on top
I claimed you so proud and openly, babe
And when times were rough, when times were rough
I made sure I held you close to me
So call out my name (call out my name, baby)
So call out my name when I kiss you
So gently, I want you to stay (I want you to stay)
I want you to stay even though you don’t want me
Girl, why can’t you wait? (Girl, why can’t you wait 'til I-)
Girl, why can’t you wait 'til I fall out of loving?
Babe, call out my name (say call out my name, baby)
Girl, call out my name, and I’ll be on my way, girl
I’ll be on my
On my way, all the way
On my way, all the way, ooh
On my way, on my way, on my way
On my way, on my way, on my way
(On my)

really, the whole song my house is not a home is perfect and amazing and literally the best song to ever exist

@Miss_Americana I LOVE THAT PART OFG