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I know I don’t make blogs. But I need to talk about something important to me.
I made a post yesterday right here mentioning about some situation I’m handling right now and it kind of has to do with me gambling my trust and getting myself in potentially huge trouble if someone betrayed my trust. Well. I jacked up, guys. I trusted someone I knew I couldn’t, and expected it to be different this time despite being betrayed by them dozens of times. I am posting about it only just in case I’m not on as much. Hopefully that won’t be the case.
What happened was, I was warning my sister about our parents looking through her phone, and it was supposed to just be a heads up, but she decided to tell my parents I told her, despite it only benefiting her. This is why I struggle looking out for my siblings. Can you believe we’re adults and she’s still pulling this? It’s like my siblings don’t want me to help them. But it’s my fault ultimately. I tried to look out for my sister and I knew she’s the betraying type. I feel like a fool for thinking it’d be different. I don’t open up much irl either, so being betrayed to this level really stings.
This is literally why I struggle trusting anyone.
But, I’d like to point out that I think I trust you guys. That’s why I’m being a little more open about this and making a post. I’d normally just deal with this myself, but as of lately, I’ve been thinking it’s fine to tell you guys some things. It means a lot to have an entire community of people who won’t turn on me. It took me a long time to realize this is a safe place for me too.
So,
Thank you.
My sister also thought it was a cool idea to lie saying I told her friend that she was gay for them. She acted extremely mad too, which kind of disgusts me since it was a straight up lie. And I guarantee you, I never said that. And since I told my parents I had no idea what they were talking about, they accused me of gaslighting them.
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@Duchess wow, I’m not an adult but I can relate to the trusting part. It sucks when you think you can finally trust someone and find out you just can’t. I’m sorry you had to experience this feeling. I’m glad you can trust this community <333
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I never tell on my sister, I would, but she’s not doing anything absolutely terrible like vaping or whatever. Sometimes I really want to but I just hold it in, she can suffer the consequences, I believe that’s one of the true ways to learn. But she’s not the same, only sometimes she tells my mom about stuff, usually, she’ll just yell at me. I get yelled at so much it doesn’t even really help anymore. So when she does tell my mom that I didn’t fold three pieces of my sisters clothing and now its wrinkled, I just tell my mom what stuff shes been doing.
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@Duchess We’re ultimately all here for you ^^ Trust is a big thing to give to someone, because it’s what makes the special bonds between one another’s reliance and overall friendship, however it can be extremely easy to loose and manipulate, depending on what the other person interprets it into. Did they give me trust because they trust me/I trust myself, or did they give me trust just so that I can ruin their bonds and humiliate them?
Betrayance hurts, and I’m sorry that it’s been hurting you for a long time, but as long as you’ve got friends that respect and dignify you for who you really are, you never really loose the ability to trust - it may effect it but it’s never lost altogether. And we’re all here to cherish everyone’s trust, because we’ve become such a close community, that we can therefore share out without having to worry about any information going astray. At least we’ve lowered those chances quite a lot honestly.
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@Duchess honestly I hate snitches, and I’m sorry but that’s what your betraying sister is, is a snitch, and snitches get stitches and thrown into ditches. Other than that I’m sorry that happened to you, you got friends here though in which most won’t betray you
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@Knoxzee said in I jacked up, guys.:
she can suffer the consequences, I believe that’s one of the true ways to learn
Yeah, you’re right. I should have just let her face what she had coming for her. Had to learn that the hard way, I guess.
Shazz_ Yeah. You’ve helped me kind of open up honestly. I know we talked about how hard that is, but I definitely learned that mppc is here for me too. And we can at least trust eachother.
@The-Red-X Yeah, you’d think she’d also be in trouble for the things my parents found on her phone. Genuinely though, after this, I don’t give two hoots what she does as long as it doesn’t involve me.
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@auth-Burger awwww
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@Duchess Yeah ^^
But I understand that if someone opens up one’s life to you, that kind of trust could welcome an ‘always consistently needing to know if your okay’ type of factor, in which we both know that didn’t necessarily go well that time, and again I apologize for everything.
All in all, we are indeed here for each other, and we’ll always be :)
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@Duchess don’t worry it’ll hit her 10x harder than karma, just wait
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@The-Red-X harder then goku can?
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Shazz_ I didn’t feel like it was wrong, I guess I just hated being the one be be checked up on. I shouldn’t be like that. So I’m sorry.
@The-Red-X I’m not sure if karma would come honestly. My mom and her are pretty close, so when she’s in trouble, it’s not like it really lasts or means anything. Especially since I genuinely feel like my sister gets me in trouble just to deflect her being in trouble. It’s honestly really jacked up.
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@auth-Burger when iciest looked at it I thought it was a deer with he head broken in half
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@Duchess I’m sorry you ha to go through this and Ty for trusting the community you can always count on us duchy muchy
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