sometimes i... (vent post)
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wish i could be happy as a girl, i know i cant, thats just not who i am, but people make me feel guilty for not being one, like me being a boy is such a big deal for them, like my pronouns are a problem. And im just stuck feeling like i cant make people happy. like being a boy isnt ok. im reminded im not ok, i just dont like telling people. ill let things get so bad and then cry about it when i dont have the time to. i feel like im so fucking dumb.
Everything you say about me comes back like a boomerang
I just need a girl inside my phone to be my Yin and Yang
And they been doin' crazy shit, her boyfriend bought a wedding ring
And I might have to pull up on his block and let my pistol bang
We could dance all night if you wanted to
And, no, I'm not gonna lie, girl, I wanted you
And they keep asking how I'm doing, 'cause I want them to
Yeah, my life's been hell, but I walk on through-redeyes - aldn, glaive
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@claybees_ damn- i hope you feel ok now
you aint dumb, but the people who think you’re dumb are
and whats even wrong with “he/him” LIKE ITS JUST PRONOUNS NOT A FEDERAL HOLIDAY
also i’ll call you a he/him its ok
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@laraiia ty, rlly appreaciate that
Everything you say about me comes back like a boomerang
I just need a girl inside my phone to be my Yin and Yang
And they been doin' crazy shit, her boyfriend bought a wedding ring
And I might have to pull up on his block and let my pistol bang
We could dance all night if you wanted to
And, no, I'm not gonna lie, girl, I wanted you
And they keep asking how I'm doing, 'cause I want them to
Yeah, my life's been hell, but I walk on through-redeyes - aldn, glaive
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@claybees_ no problem good sir
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be yourself and be happy with yourself and then no one else matters. i understand your pain tbh . went through the same thing but then i stopped caring. youre trying to people please and you dont need to please yourself before you try to please them.
