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    • finn.in.outer.space.F
      finneass <33 Sevendust Vibes🩶❤ Banned
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      Infil-traitor

      You infiltrate my mind
      My words
      My thoughts
      My heart
      My body.

      Then you betray me.
      With my mind
      my words
      my thoughts
      my heart
      my body.

      I thought you loved me.
      I thought you cared.
      But did you?

      Was I a pawn in your game of chess,
      merely to get to the king you really wanted?

      Did you ever love me?
      Or was it all just a game?

      Oh, I get it.
      You’re an infil-traitor.
      You infiltrate me.
      Then you break me.
      You double-cross me.
      You make me feel worthless.

      And I hope one day,
      We never meet again.

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      • finn.in.outer.space.F
        finneass <33 Sevendust Vibes🩶❤ Banned
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        i have a million of these, i wrote one yesterday

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        • finn.in.outer.space.F
          finneass <33 Sevendust Vibes🩶❤ Banned
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          this ones a lil dark.

          Burn

          I like fire.
          I play with it.
          Run my fingers through it to feel the connection.

          Flip the lighter open and the world disappears.
          I burn.
          But I love it.

          The bright orange compliments my skin.
          The red I see when I’m done means I love you.
          The red means I’m okay.

          It means that when the world burns,
          I’ll stay.

          I’ll watch the fire as it burns.
          I’ll watch as it takes the world by storm.
          As it makes me important again.
          They’ll all remember me.
          And I’ll remember them
          As I smile at their demise.

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          • finn.in.outer.space.F
            finneass <33 Sevendust Vibes🩶❤ Banned
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            the way i love you,
            is unhealthy.
            i treat you like a drug.
            i need you,
            without you i get irritable,
            withotut you my heart hurts,
            my head hurts.

            the thing about drugs is
            youre not the only one addicted to them.
            youre not the only one that loves them.

            theyre not just your drug.
            but god sometimes you want them to be.
            sometimes you dont want to share that high
            that place of vulnerability.

            but if you dont.
            then its your fault.
            you knew before you took them that they werent only yours.

            and one day that drug will run out.
            but not today.

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            • finn.in.outer.space.F
              finneass <33 Sevendust Vibes🩶❤ Banned
              last edited by

              I can’t name this one, nearly cried writing it so have fun <3


              More than anything I want you to be okay
              I want to watch you smile,
              Hear your laugh
              Feel your presence.

              When you’re not okay it hurts me to watch
              But I want you to know I’m here.
              Because I love you,
              And I know the pain you feel.

              Because I feel it everyday.
              I feel the pain of being surrounded
              But being alone
              Of being okay
              But never really.

              I want to pry,
              But I won’t.

              I want to share the pain you feel
              To see you smile.
              Because I love those late nights
              Where we talked for hours.

              Because you mean the world to me.
              And I want you to know that.

              Because forever with you, will never be long enough.
              Because I love you with my whole heart.

              With everything in me.
              I just want to see you smile.
              You mean the world to me darling.

              We could talk if you wanted,
              But never if you didn’t.

              I know I talk a lot,
              And I know I’m really random
              And I know I’m a little crazy,
              But I love that you deal with me.

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              • finn.in.outer.space.F
                finneass <33 Sevendust Vibes🩶❤ Banned
                last edited by

                another one from class bc im bored


                I’ve suffered in silence.
                Watched as he made you smile,
                The way I wanted to.
                Listen to your cries about how
                He makes you happy,
                Makes you smile.
                How you love him.

                What am I doing wrong?
                Am I not good enough for you?
                Am I not masculine enough?
                Is my hair not long enough?
                My smile not straight enough?
                Do I talk too much?
                Am I too boring?

                Then why?
                Why can’t I make you happy like he does.
                Why can’t you smile at me,
                The same way you do at him.

                You were never mine,
                But you were always mine.
                I would never tell you how I felt,
                But I would.

                I would grab you by the shoulders and scream
                About how I loved you.
                How I always have.

                But I can’t ruin what you have going on,
                The happiness you feel.
                So I hide it.
                I suppress it.
                And after I watch you smile I cry.
                But at least you’re happy.

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                • finn.in.outer.space.F
                  finneass <33 Sevendust Vibes🩶❤ Banned @finn.in.outer.space.
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                  ^ part two


                  But I’m not okay,
                  I promise.
                  But I’ll get there.
                  Maybe when you’re walking down the aisle.

                  I’ll smile.
                  Or maybe I’ll cry.
                  Or maybe I’ll wonder what we could’ve been.
                  If I wasn’t so selfless.

                  Maybe it’s okay to be selfish.

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                  • finn.in.outer.space.F
                    finneass <33 Sevendust Vibes🩶❤ Banned
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                    I wish I could smile,
                    for real this time.
                    I wish I could love,
                    for real this time.

                    But it’s hard to,
                    when all I feel is pain.
                    I physically can’t.
                    You stain my heart.

                    You stab me in the back,
                    And bandage the wound.

                    I thought you were my friend.
                    And maybe you loved me too.
                    And we’d be friends for life.
                    But maybe

                    Friends aren’t worth it.
                    Maybe I should be alone.

                    But then I’d cry.
                    Maybe this time I’d actually die.

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                    • finn.in.outer.space.F
                      finneass <33 Sevendust Vibes🩶❤ Banned
                      last edited by finn.in.outer.space.

                      Island

                      Sometimes islands,
                      Watch continents.
                      Jealous of that connection.
                      Wishing that they weren’t alone.

                      But they never have the courage to speak up.
                      And say “Hey! I wanna be included.”
                      And even when they are, they aren’t really there.
                      They exist in spirit.
                      But it’s not the same.

                      Sometimes,
                      Islands are just meant to be alone.
                      It’s okay to be an island.

                      One day you’ll learn
                      To love being alone,
                      To love your own company.
                      And other islands will come along,
                      and you’ll help each other.

                      You’ll learn to depend on yourself, one day
                      My little island.
                      You know how I know?
                      Because I’m an island too.

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                      • InkyNightmaresI
                        Goofbread🍌😸 All Hail The Vuvuzela
                        last edited by

                        table of contents


                        long nose
                        powetry
                        my words
                        drugs
                        senpai notice me
                        my balls
                        tickles my balls in fire
                        don’t let me go
                        simp
                        lonely
                        lonely pat two
                        shitstained heart
                        include me

                        4/27/22

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                          A Former User @InkyNightmares
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                          Goofbread🍌😸 said in finns poem thread (TW: dark topics):

                          table of contents


                          long nose
                          powetry
                          my words
                          drugs
                          senpai notice me
                          my balls
                          tickles my balls in fire
                          don’t let me go
                          simp
                          lonely
                          lonely pat two
                          shitstained heart
                          include me

                          holup, let 'em cook

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                          • finn.in.outer.space.F
                            finneass <33 Sevendust Vibes🩶❤ Banned
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                            do you know how many times i’ve cried for you?
                            stared blankly at my walls
                            while the tear falls
                            you don’t understand the pain i feel
                            until you feel it too.

                            do you know how many times i lied for you?
                            told you i was okay
                            told you i was happy you stay
                            here with me
                            but the pain grows.
                            but it never shows.
                            does it?

                            i don’t think i wanna feel anymore.
                            i think i wanna get high and let the nights go on.
                            i wanna sneak in through your kitchen window
                            and keep dancing through the night with you.

                            wheres the marijuana?
                            wheres the cigarettes?
                            you ask me why im crying and smiling
                            why don’t you ask your fucking self?

                            do you see the pain i feel with i’m with you.
                            no clearly you don’t.
                            but you made a contract with my heart,
                            and now i can’t let go of you.

                            i tried to burn the contract, it’s flame resistant.
                            tried to rip it in water, it’s covered.
                            how do i get away?

                            they told me love wouldn’t be easy.
                            and i knew it wouldn’t be a breeze.
                            it’s not.
                            it’s the wind of a hurricane
                            with you.

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                            • finn.in.outer.space.F
                              finneass <33 Sevendust Vibes🩶❤ Banned
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                              ^pov you tried rhyming since you’re working on it in english and it didn’t go well

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                              • finn.in.outer.space.F
                                finneass <33 Sevendust Vibes🩶❤ Banned
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                                oh my darling,
                                i sit with you in the wind
                                i smile with you in the dark
                                i laugh with you in the sun
                                i cry with you in the moonlight

                                oh my darling,
                                our love is not easy
                                but i love loving you
                                and you know i’m not easy to be around
                                but you choose to be around me everyday

                                words can’t describe the love i have for you
                                oh my prince,
                                but i do.
                                i love you with every meaning of the word
                                i love you in every language
                                Mwen vrèman renmen ou
                                Realmente te quiero
                                मै सचमुच तुम्हें प्यार करता हूं
                                and so many more

                                cause darling,
                                you’re my world
                                so come enjoy the world with me
                                lets travel the planet,
                                and fall in love again in every country
                                in every city
                                in every place we walk into

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                                • finn.in.outer.space.F
                                  finneass <33 Sevendust Vibes🩶❤ Banned
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                                  my life,
                                  as a flower.
                                  i watch the roses bloom
                                  tall as a tower
                                  in the light,
                                  theres no room for another flower

                                  roses, oh roses.
                                  the prettiest flower
                                  i love you so,
                                  your healing power.
                                  your song echos
                                  through my heart
                                  and through my mind.
                                  i think about you time after time.

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                                  • finn.in.outer.space.F
                                    finneass <33 Sevendust Vibes🩶❤ Banned
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                                    spacing out,
                                    disappearing from this thing we called life.

                                    im deciding
                                    to watch the demising
                                    of you.

                                    if i space out.
                                    then i’m not a liability.

                                    oh i loved the way you lied,
                                    you loved the way i cried.
                                    but, a piece of me died
                                    too.

                                    im sorry im so emotional,
                                    im sorry i can’t help it,
                                    its not your fault,
                                    but its not mine either.

                                    im trying i promise.
                                    but you just make me want to

                                    space out.
                                    and disappear.

                                    i apologized, i tried.
                                    don’t ignore me. please.
                                    im trying my best
                                    not to

                                    space out.

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                                    • finn.in.outer.space.F
                                      finneass <33 Sevendust Vibes🩶❤ Banned @finn.in.outer.space.
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                                      @finneass casually writes a poem about how adhd and panic disorder affect my life

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                                      • finn.in.outer.space.F
                                        finneass <33 Sevendust Vibes🩶❤ Banned
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                                        haven’t posted one in awhile so here :)

                                        i cried last night,
                                        while you spat in my face in laughed.
                                        while i froze,
                                        laying like a statue,
                                        crying in my lonesome.

                                        apologies don’t fix everything.
                                        but i let them for you.
                                        i loved you,
                                        i loved the pain,
                                        i loved the heartbreak,
                                        i loved the smiles,
                                        i loved the tears.
                                        i loved the fear.
                                        i loved the passion.

                                        i’m over it now.
                                        i should’ve went to sleep those nights listened to you sleep.
                                        i shouldn’t have wasted my breath complimenting you,
                                        or wasted my time crying over you.

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                                          finneass <33 Sevendust Vibes🩶❤ Banned
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                                          only locking this cause only i wanna use this thread 💀

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                                          • finn.in.outer.space.F
                                            finneass <33 Sevendust Vibes🩶❤ Banned
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                                            mirror mirror on the wall,
                                            why would you lie to them all?
                                            why would you try to make me cry,
                                            when you knew i wanted to die?

                                            do you feel better now?
                                            with all that acting,
                                            you should take a bow.

                                            play the victim,
                                            but how can you win a game,
                                            with someone who was never playing?

                                            i leave you to your own devices,
                                            why can’t you leave me to mine?

                                            you say you’re over it,
                                            then why do you keep trying?

                                            are you determined to fuck me over?
                                            cause i’m gonna let you in on a secret,
                                            they all know you’re a poser.

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