finns poem thread (TW: dark topics)

[finn.in.outer.space.]

i have a million of these, i wrote one yesterday

[finn.in.outer.space.]

this ones a lil dark.

Burn

I like fire.
I play with it.
Run my fingers through it to feel the connection.

Flip the lighter open and the world disappears.
I burn.
But I love it.

The bright orange compliments my skin.
The red I see when I’m done means I love you.
The red means I’m okay.

It means that when the world burns,
I’ll stay.

I’ll watch the fire as it burns.
I’ll watch as it takes the world by storm.
As it makes me important again.
They’ll all remember me.
And I’ll remember them
As I smile at their demise.

[finn.in.outer.space.]

the way i love you,
is unhealthy.
i treat you like a drug.
i need you,
without you i get irritable,
withotut you my heart hurts,
my head hurts.

the thing about drugs is
youre not the only one addicted to them.
youre not the only one that loves them.

theyre not just your drug.
but god sometimes you want them to be.
sometimes you dont want to share that high
that place of vulnerability.

but if you dont.
then its your fault.
you knew before you took them that they werent only yours.

and one day that drug will run out.
but not today.

[finn.in.outer.space.]

I can’t name this one, nearly cried writing it so have fun <3

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More than anything I want you to be okay
I want to watch you smile,
Hear your laugh
Feel your presence.

When you’re not okay it hurts me to watch
But I want you to know I’m here.
Because I love you,
And I know the pain you feel.

Because I feel it everyday.
I feel the pain of being surrounded
But being alone
Of being okay
But never really.

I want to pry,
But I won’t.

I want to share the pain you feel
To see you smile.
Because I love those late nights
Where we talked for hours.

Because you mean the world to me.
And I want you to know that.

Because forever with you, will never be long enough.
Because I love you with my whole heart.

With everything in me.
I just want to see you smile.
You mean the world to me darling.

We could talk if you wanted,
But never if you didn’t.

I know I talk a lot,
And I know I’m really random
And I know I’m a little crazy,
But I love that you deal with me.

[finn.in.outer.space.]

another one from class bc im bored

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I’ve suffered in silence.
Watched as he made you smile,
The way I wanted to.
Listen to your cries about how
He makes you happy,
Makes you smile.
How you love him.

What am I doing wrong?
Am I not good enough for you?
Am I not masculine enough?
Is my hair not long enough?
My smile not straight enough?
Do I talk too much?
Am I too boring?

Then why?
Why can’t I make you happy like he does.
Why can’t you smile at me,
The same way you do at him.

You were never mine,
But you were always mine.
I would never tell you how I felt,
But I would.

I would grab you by the shoulders and scream
About how I loved you.
How I always have.

But I can’t ruin what you have going on,
The happiness you feel.
So I hide it.
I suppress it.
And after I watch you smile I cry.
But at least you’re happy.

[finn.in.outer.space.]

^ part two

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But I’m not okay,
I promise.
But I’ll get there.
Maybe when you’re walking down the aisle.

I’ll smile.
Or maybe I’ll cry.
Or maybe I’ll wonder what we could’ve been.
If I wasn’t so selfless.

Maybe it’s okay to be selfish.

[finn.in.outer.space.]

I wish I could smile,
for real this time.
I wish I could love,
for real this time.

But it’s hard to,
when all I feel is pain.
I physically can’t.
You stain my heart.

You stab me in the back,
And bandage the wound.

I thought you were my friend.
And maybe you loved me too.
And we’d be friends for life.
But maybe

Friends aren’t worth it.
Maybe I should be alone.

But then I’d cry.
Maybe this time I’d actually die.

[finn.in.outer.space.]

Island

Sometimes islands,
Watch continents.
Jealous of that connection.
Wishing that they weren’t alone.

But they never have the courage to speak up.
And say “Hey! I wanna be included.”
And even when they are, they aren’t really there.
They exist in spirit.
But it’s not the same.

Sometimes,
Islands are just meant to be alone.
It’s okay to be an island.

One day you’ll learn
To love being alone,
To love your own company.
And other islands will come along,
and you’ll help each other.

You’ll learn to depend on yourself, one day
My little island.
You know how I know?
Because I’m an island too.

[InkyNightmares]

table of contents

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long nose
powetry
my words
drugs
senpai notice me
my balls
tickles my balls in fire
don’t let me go
simp
lonely
lonely pat two
shitstained heart
include me

[A Former User]

Goofbread🍌😸 said in finns poem thread (TW: dark topics):

table of contents

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long nose
powetry
my words
drugs
senpai notice me
my balls
tickles my balls in fire
don’t let me go
simp
lonely
lonely pat two
shitstained heart
include me

holup, let 'em cook

[finn.in.outer.space.]

do you know how many times i’ve cried for you?
stared blankly at my walls
while the tear falls
you don’t understand the pain i feel
until you feel it too.

do you know how many times i lied for you?
told you i was okay
told you i was happy you stay
here with me
but the pain grows.
but it never shows.
does it?

i don’t think i wanna feel anymore.
i think i wanna get high and let the nights go on.
i wanna sneak in through your kitchen window
and keep dancing through the night with you.

wheres the marijuana?
wheres the cigarettes?
you ask me why im crying and smiling
why don’t you ask your fucking self?

do you see the pain i feel with i’m with you.
no clearly you don’t.
but you made a contract with my heart,
and now i can’t let go of you.

i tried to burn the contract, it’s flame resistant.
tried to rip it in water, it’s covered.
how do i get away?

they told me love wouldn’t be easy.
and i knew it wouldn’t be a breeze.
it’s not.
it’s the wind of a hurricane
with you.

[finn.in.outer.space.]

^pov you tried rhyming since you’re working on it in english and it didn’t go well

[finn.in.outer.space.]

oh my darling,
i sit with you in the wind
i smile with you in the dark
i laugh with you in the sun
i cry with you in the moonlight

oh my darling,
our love is not easy
but i love loving you
and you know i’m not easy to be around
but you choose to be around me everyday

words can’t describe the love i have for you
oh my prince,
but i do.
i love you with every meaning of the word
i love you in every language
Mwen vrèman renmen ou
Realmente te quiero
मै सचमुच तुम्हें प्यार करता हूं
and so many more

cause darling,
you’re my world
so come enjoy the world with me
lets travel the planet,
and fall in love again in every country
in every city
in every place we walk into

[finn.in.outer.space.]

my life,
as a flower.
i watch the roses bloom
tall as a tower
in the light,
theres no room for another flower

roses, oh roses.
the prettiest flower
i love you so,
your healing power.
your song echos
through my heart
and through my mind.
i think about you time after time.

[finn.in.outer.space.]

spacing out,
disappearing from this thing we called life.

im deciding
to watch the demising
of you.

if i space out.
then i’m not a liability.

oh i loved the way you lied,
you loved the way i cried.
but, a piece of me died
too.

im sorry im so emotional,
im sorry i can’t help it,
its not your fault,
but its not mine either.

im trying i promise.
but you just make me want to

space out.
and disappear.

i apologized, i tried.
don’t ignore me. please.
im trying my best
not to

space out.

[finn.in.outer.space.]

@finneass casually writes a poem about how adhd and panic disorder affect my life

[finn.in.outer.space.]

haven’t posted one in awhile so here :)

i cried last night,
while you spat in my face in laughed.
while i froze,
laying like a statue,
crying in my lonesome.

apologies don’t fix everything.
but i let them for you.
i loved you,
i loved the pain,
i loved the heartbreak,
i loved the smiles,
i loved the tears.
i loved the fear.
i loved the passion.

i’m over it now.
i should’ve went to sleep those nights listened to you sleep.
i shouldn’t have wasted my breath complimenting you,
or wasted my time crying over you.

[finn.in.outer.space.]

only locking this cause only i wanna use this thread

[finn.in.outer.space.]

mirror mirror on the wall,
why would you lie to them all?
why would you try to make me cry,
when you knew i wanted to die?

do you feel better now?
with all that acting,
you should take a bow.

play the victim,
but how can you win a game,
with someone who was never playing?

i leave you to your own devices,
why can’t you leave me to mine?

you say you’re over it,
then why do you keep trying?

are you determined to fuck me over?
cause i’m gonna let you in on a secret,
they all know you’re a poser.

[finn.in.outer.space.]

you hate me
i hate you more.
i hate you for making me feel worthless
i hate you for calling me a liar
i hate you for the shit you said to me
i hate you for the shit you did to me.

but i cant take back the i love yous
and you cant take back the i love you toos
and we cant take back the smiles
when we talked about our life miles
away from here.

so fuck you, but thank you
for leaving me with memories
that teach me how to love me ❤️