kinda just a fuck you (vent/rant)

[alyx.iz.in.starzz]

i genuinely thought i was doing better, i mean my eating is bad, but it always has been. But i stopped crying all the time, my mental state i feel like has been slowly improving. And my bad dreams had become less frequent. But last night was bad. I was very mentally drained, i didnt wanna talk to anyone other than my boyfriend. But this number i dont recognize texted me, n i responded. i mean why wouldnt i respond to a text saying “making sure your not dead”. like, id think any at least half way decent person would respond to that. so i did. they wont tell me who they are. but the bad dreams are back. i hope its not who i think, but atp, i just know it is. and i wish he never texted me. i dont want him in my life. im happy without being told not to kms when i dont wanna

[finn.in.outer.space.]

block them. trust me. its not worth the mental drain dealing with people who are like that. im sorry you ever dealt with someone that, its not something id wish on my worst enemy. if you wanna talk (or if not thats okay) we can dm about it

[alyx.iz.in.starzz]

@finneass ty

[A Former User]

@finneass I agree its a block them moment

[finn.in.outer.space.]

@sadboy_bees ofc

[A Former User]

obviously block them if it’s a person you don’t like, as these guys up here ^ are saying but at least someone cares enough to check in, lets you know people care