I give up.

[Wilbursoup]

I am actually done with everything in life. I need to tell someone this cause I am actually about to fucking go crazy. Sometimes I just want to curl up into a ball and die. I feel like a useless person and a failure in school, which I am. I’ve lost all my real life friends, and my stress is through the fucking roof, to the point to where it has affected my sleeping, I have trouble sleeping at night a lot and get only 3-5 hours of sleep when I do. Another thing adding to my stress is Multiplayer Piano itself, mpp has gotten full of drama these days to the point it’s almost impossible to avoid. So I think I’m gonna take a break or maybe even quit entirely. If I do end up quitting, I just wanna say thank you, to the entire community of mpp. even though it’s been kind of rough lately, mpp has changed my life a lot, I’ve made load’s of new friends cough @Someone8448 cough and have learned many new thing’s. So even if this site’s stressed me, thank you. If I do leave I’ll probably make a post about it to let people know. I think that’s about all for now, cya.

[Shazz_]

@Wilbursoup said in I give up.:

Another thing adding to my stress is Multiplayer Piano itself, mpp has gotten full of drama these days to the point it’s almost impossible to avoid. So I think I’m gonna take a break or maybe even quit entirely.

I’m very glad you think virtually the same way as I do - I’ve been feeling the same honestly, not just towards MPP but the forums as well. Certain stress has enveloped and for me, gradually moving away has been a needed help. Drama is not something that we should stay with at all, and for the sake of your health you have every reason to look after yourself
I wish you the very best, Wilbur - love you man :)