Don't You Dare (Make Me Fall In Love With You) -Kaden MacKay

[Your Local Freak]

“And I know it’s all so shallow, but a shallow cut still stings…
And before my heart becomes Amelia’s heir, I need to clip its wings!
So don’t you dare keep mocking me with those
Thousand little things that I adore!
Let me ignore you, don’t let me care…
And don’t you dare leave me still in love with you…”

Jesus. I wish this didn’t hurt so much. I wish I didn’t love her. I wish she knew that how she acts reminds me of how we were when we were together.
Bro just had to call me single in a musical theatre-style song, and make me sob while doing it.

[Your Local Freak]

What makes it worse? I see her. All the time. On the daily, even. Every 6th hour. And we still talk. It’s not fair. She was my first true first love. I had one that was never meant to work out, but we could have. If only things had been just a little different.
I really did truly love her, too. So of course, it’s been 2 years, but it still…hurts. fml guys.