You know what would be great? (TW: Queer Slurs)

[Your Local Shadow Simp]

Is if people treated me like a fucking human being.
Not some perfect robot.
Not some perfect god-like being.
Not some worthless piece of trash people can use for their own good.
Not some doll people can play with.
Not some idol.
Not some worship-worthy entity.
Not like someone who doesn’t have feelings.
Not like someone who needs to be babied.
Not like some fucking genius.
Not like some fucking dumbass.
Not like some talented and gifted kid.
Not like some burnt out disaster.
Not like a future high-school drop-out.
Not like someone who will go on to do great things.

I am so fucking tired of either being lifted up like a fucking god or being treated like a fucking doll with no feelings.

I swear, people don’t know how to treat each other.
I’m either idolized or treated like trash.
I’m either shown as some beautiful musician, or a f@g.

Why can’t I be good enough?
Why can’t I be pretty enough?
Why can’t people like me?
Why?
Why?
Why?

What’s wrong with me?

Why am I idolized?
Why am I treated like a god?
Why am I some genius?
Why?
Why?
Why?

I don't understand.
Someone make the thoughts stop, please.
I don't want to think like this anymore.
Someone help.
Please.
I'm begging you.

[Raven]

Are you okay? :(

[Your Local Shadow Simp]

@BlueSpeed people either idolize me for my excellent academics and musicianship, or bring me down like a piece of trash because I’m queer and act like a fucking idiot with my friends.

All I hear are sugar-coated compliments or slurs.

Every. Fucking. Day.

[Your Local Shadow Simp]

@BlueSpeed I fucking hate people. People in public schools, particularly.

[Your Local Shadow Simp]

@BlueSpeed The fact that people have legit thrown food at me (things like fries, etc-) is fucking disgusting. People need to teach their kids to be better, istg. I’m tired of my school.

[Raven]

@Your-Local-Ghostface-Simp Oop- Where yo school at pookie? :3
Im gonna snatch and send kids to Drake /j

[Your Local Shadow Simp]

@BlueSpeed nah. They don’t deserve that.
They deserve to be locked in a basement and never see the light of fucking day.

[Raven]

@Your-Local-Ghostface-Simp Oop-

[Your Local Shadow Simp]

@BlueSpeed jokes, all jokes…

not.