Brutal -Olivia Rodrigo

[Your Local Shadow Simp]

***This is supposed to be here.***

I want it to be, like, messy
I'm so insecure, I think That I'll die before I drink And I'm so caught up in the news Of who likes me, and who hates you And I'm so tired that I might Quit my job, start a new life And they'd all be so disappointed 'Cause, who am I, if not exploited? And I'm so sick of ***17*** Where's my fucking teenage dream? If someone tells me one more time "Enjoy your youth," I'm gonna cry
And I don’t stick up for myself
I’m anxious and nothing can help
And I wish I’d done this before
And I wish people liked me more
All I did was try my best
This the kind of thanks I get?
Unrelentlessly upset (ah, ah, ah)
They say these are the golden years
But I wish I could disappear
Ego crush is so severe
God, it’s brutal out here
(Yeah!)
I feel like no one wants me And I hate the way I'm perceived I only have two real friends And lately, I'm a nervous wreck 'Cause I love people I don't like And I hate every song I write And I'm not cool and I'm not smart
And I can’t even parallel park
All I did was try my best
This the kind of thanks I get?
Unrelentlessly upset (ah, ah, ah)
They say these are the golden years But I wish I could disappear
Ego crush is so severe
God, it’s brutal out here
(Yeah!)
(Just having a really good time)
Got a broken ego, broken heart (it’s brutal out here, it’s brutal out here)
And God, I don’t even know where to start