Sleepovers suck (TW: SA!!!) (5/24/2025)

[Your Local Shadow Simp]

I know none of you know me in person, and none of you will know who I’m talking about here.
For context: one of my friend’s mom (who we’ll call ‘K’), invited me down to her brother’s (who we’ll call ‘N’) house to hang out with some of my friends while she played cards.
I said yes, because I’d never turn down an opportunity to hang out with my friends, and I haven’t seen one of them in a while, so why not.
So we get there, Aiden, Bradlee, Cameron, and Brooklyn (Cameron’s sister) (she’s the one I haven’t seen in a while) (for reference for later, she’s TWO YEARS YOUNGER THAN ME. SHE IS 14) are all there, and we’re all chilling, doing whatever. We end up going to a park to play baseball, we play Smash Bros Ult. for a while, just kinda fucking around.
The guys are gonna go chill at Aiden’s house (K is Aiden’s mom), and Brooklyn wanted to know if I wanted to stay the night with her and some other girls.
I ask my mom, she says yes, and so I’m just chilling with her, we’re just making bracelets with the girls, we play just dance for a while, etc. Eventually it gets late, and we go back to her room, because I am not sleeping in her brother’s bed- (bro scares me sometimes), and she insists we share her bed, and we’re just being silly.
Until it reaches around…midnight or so.
At some point I was actually trying to lay down, but I have really bad back issues fucking shoulder boulders, man- and so I’m moving around a bit, apologizing, letting her know like ‘hey, my back hurts, and I have back issues, so I’m probably going to move around a bit.’
She offers to like try to crack my back or massage it, and thinking she had no ulterior motives, I say sure, go for it.
Mind you, this shit hurts- so yes, I’m making noise (not weird noises, you freaks), and I’m apologizing because I’m trying not to be loud, as the girls are in the next room, and her parents are downstairs (they have thin floors).
Eventually she got like- tired of me apologizing(?) and pinned me to the bed every time I did. (I was on my stomach facing down, she was on top of me/behind me), and I don’t even like- remember how, but she somehow flipped me so I’m on my back, facing the other way, and she starts saying how “I’m so hot,” and how she’s wanted to kiss me, and how she finds my personality hot.
Meanwhile WHILE SHE’S DOING THIS- she- she put one of her legs between mine (you get the picture…) and just practically started- dry humping me while telling me these things.
She kept saying that she wanted to kiss me, and kept asking me if things felt good, and I couldn’t say anything- I wanted to cry, to tell her to stop, to tell her to get off, but I couldn’t. My mind was in overdrive, and I couldn’t find the words or actions I wanted. The ones I needed. All I could say was “I don’t know.”

Out of all the fucking things to say, my mind fixated on “I don’t know.”
She eventually took it as a “no,” and got off of me, going to bed. She never went further than that.
I wanted to cry.
I wanted to do something.
I wanted to get her off of me sooner, but I couldn’t.
I have never felt more worthless and useless and helpless than in that very moment.
I hated it.
I explained to my friend Bradlee, because I felt the safest telling him, and he said that he had a feeling she would try something, because she’s practically tried to hit on everyone she’s met, and he said she even tried to hit on him.
He asked if he could tell Cameron (her brother), and I told him to go ahead. He eventually told Aiden as well, and they’ve sworn to not tell the parents, because that could end things badly for everyone.

But never in my life have I felt so fucking useless, worthless, or helpless than in that moment.
May 24, 2025. Around 12:00 AM.

[Your Local Shadow Simp]

TL;DR: I got SA’d by someone who I thought was my friend at a sleepover.

[Blake]

𖤐𝐸𝓂𝒾𝓁𝓎 𝑀𝑒𝓇𝓇𝒾𝓂𝒶𝒸𝓀𖤐 Oh. My. Fucking. God- Do her parents know abt this? she could get in serious shit

[Your Local Shadow Simp]

Blake not yet. Cameron hasn’t told Nik yet because he’s not great at parenting either of them (they’re both like- some form of ND, and he’s neurotypical, so he just thinks they’re like faking shit or something-)

[Your Local Shadow Simp]

Blake also because I asked him not to tell Nik-

[divine]

𖤐𝐸𝓂𝒾𝓁𝓎 𝑀𝑒𝓇𝓇𝒾𝓂𝒶𝒸𝓀𖤐 oh dear. I’m really sorry that happened to you, and i hope she gets consequences. If you need someone to talk to, please do not hesitate to talk to me. I hope you feel better soon!! <3

[Your Local Shadow Simp]

ᴊᴏʀᴅ✰ɴ thank you, Jordan- I really appreciate it. i just needed to get it written out and out of my mind right now though, because I don’t feel safe telling any adult I know. :<
If I change my mind, I’ll be sure to ask first tho-

[Blake]

𖤐𝐸𝓂𝒾𝓁𝓎 𝑀𝑒𝓇𝓇𝒾𝓂𝒶𝒸𝓀𖤐 Oh- Dude- Just- stay out of the creep’s way. That’s fucking disgusting of her to do that- slay the day away

[divine]

𖤐𝐸𝓂𝒾𝓁𝓎 𝑀𝑒𝓇𝓇𝒾𝓂𝒶𝒸𝓀𖤐 i know the feeling of knowing something is bad but being worried to tell an adult because you know there will be conesquences. It fucking sucks.

[Your Local Shadow Simp]

Blake yeah, but what really fucking sucks is both Bradlee and Cameron had feelings she would try something, but never fucking told me, because they thought she wouldn’t.
Let’s just say I won’t be talking to Brooklyn anymore unless we’re confronting her.

[Blake]

𖤐𝐸𝓂𝒾𝓁𝓎 𝑀𝑒𝓇𝓇𝒾𝓂𝒶𝒸𝓀𖤐 Uhm- A fucking warning would be nice. Especially about a perv

[Your Local Shadow Simp]

ᴊᴏʀᴅ✰ɴ it really does, because if Nik finds out, she’ll get in like- deep shit, but if Aiden’s mom finds out, she’ll probably tell my mom, and then I’ll be like- cut off from my friends because she doesn’t trust them anymore. It’s really scary, and it fucking sucks.

[Your Local Shadow Simp]

Blake yeah…but there’s nothing you can do now, really. What’s done is done. It would basically be her word against mine.

[Blake]

𖤐𝐸𝓂𝒾𝓁𝓎 𝑀𝑒𝓇𝓇𝒾𝓂𝒶𝒸𝓀𖤐 Dude- I- That’s not- Just stay safe- I wouldn’t trust the little fucker if i were you

[Your Local Shadow Simp]

Blake why would I? I trusted her, and she broke that trust like it was nothing.

[Blake]

𖤐𝐸𝓂𝒾𝓁𝓎 𝑀𝑒𝓇𝓇𝒾𝓂𝒶𝒸𝓀𖤐 Facts.

[Your Local Shadow Simp]

Blake I’m just…scared, now. I thought she was cool, and now I’m just scared. I don’t even have any other words to describe it.

[Blake]

𖤐𝐸𝓂𝒾𝓁𝓎 𝑀𝑒𝓇𝓇𝒾𝓂𝒶𝒸𝓀𖤐 She’s just a fucking perv- she’s not gonna get very far in life. She needs to end up in Juvie

[Your Local Shadow Simp]

Blake I can almost guarantee she won’t.

[ry_rylie]

Des, I will reply to this post when I get home. Right now I can’t read it but I promise I will. Please message me and remind me