This close from having an outburst š¤
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@Duchess oh okay sorry
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@Duchess my mom is baptis
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blank two Oh, okay.
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blank two What do you do that makes your mom think you are being influenced by a demon?
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@Duchess be gay, wear baggy/alt clothing, have gay friends, had two toxic friends, is constantly sad, knows I wanted to kms before, my drawings, my eyes (she thinks she can see my soul in my eyes and see how Iāve changed negatively)
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blank two I kind of know where she gets the āJesabelleā thing from. I live in a Christian house hold too lol. My own family doesnāt want me being gay, but thatās not gonna stop me. (despite the F slur being said) Donāt let your motherās views and beliefs stop you. And yes, Ik being gay is wrong, but its not hurting anyone. So you keep being you. :3
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why did you mention everyone
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@InvalidBandit lol idk
To expose my loving mother š„°š¹
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Sapphire!!! my mom calls them the f slur too
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Like if I were to draw this,
Sheād ask me the meaning behind it and why I drew it. Then sheād ask if I wanna be that drawing and if I say no, sheād be like, āwhy are you lying? chucklesā and Iād try to explain why Iām not and sheād be like "I canāt believe that. " itās her form of gaslighting me
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blank two Iāll be honest, I can see if she had some disagreement with the being gay thing but the rest is just nonsense. Youāre allowed to have gay friends. Youāre allowed to have had some toxic friends as long as theyāre not still in your life (because we all make mistakes in life), youāre allowed to be sad, and youāre allowed to draw what you want (as long as itās not innipropriate, then Iād say thatās bad). Now the major outlier there is the part about her āseeing into your eyesā bit. Thatās just mumbo jumbo. Sheās probably just seeing things she wants to see.
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blank two Ah, okay. I mean. If my child showed me this Iād be concerned xD Since theyāre kind of inappropriately dressed. But I wouldnt think it had to do with demons.
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@Duchess she letās me draw for 30 minutes once a week. Even then I dont have the feels to draw because shell ask me shit about it. Even then she wonāt let me use references so I donāt know anything new to draw.
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@Duchess even if I drew her with normal clothes sheād ask, or even if they didnāt have a body I just drew a head
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blank two So does her asking about your art bother you a lot then?
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@Duchess very, because she gaslights me in the process š
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blank two Could you tell me about how she gaslights you about the art?
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blank two I draw demonic stuff all the time, and my family donāt know where itās from lol
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@Duchess well I just said, she asks me why I drew (character) no matter if theyre appropriately dresses. Id tell her I donāt know or because itās the only think I know how to draw with no refrence pictures. She says, āyour lyingā then goes on to tell me how I wished it was me because of the short hair even if theyāre a while different fucking race/skin tone. Shed end up not believing me and thatās why she always thinks Iām lying to her š„°
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@Duchess even tho she has no proof that Iām lying sheās just pulling dumbass shit from her ass
