little update on my life rn

[alyx.iz.in.starzz]

I have exactly a month until my application and portfolio for SAIC is due. I turn 17 on February 28th. I have nothing done for my portfolio. I have A’s and B’s in all my classes right now. I still overthink most things. I’m stressing, I’m responsible for deciding I wanna do college, but I’m irresponsible for deciding this just over a month before the summer early college applications are due, and deciding it has to be the second best art school in the United States. I’ve been listening to a lot of music i never really liked, my current hyper fixation artist is Harry Styles. I have to schedule a college tour for SAIC at some point, but dont know if i can manage to get to Chicago at any point before the summer college session I’m hoping to get into, which is in June. I’m excited for all this, but stressed, really really stressed. Everything is a lot, and i just cant for now, i might take a break from stuff for a bit but idk, for now i should focus on my art.

[A Former User]

@claybees_ Maybe working a little every day can balance out the stress of creating your portfolio. Even if you only wrote like one sentence, it’s something lol. Maybe you can get it done before the 28th so you can chill for your birthday. I think it’s great that you’re taking on getting this whole thing accomplished all by yourself. Some people rather not bother. But Im glad for you, and Im glad you’re excited :)