You'll never be mine
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You’ll never be mine
It’s been a while since we’ve seen each other, yet I still believe you’ll return to dance with me once more. I still hold on to the belief that you’re going to return to my dreams and tango in space with me, but I have to
accept the truth.stop continuing this thought.
Maybe you’re on your way to me in real life! Perhaps, you’ve tracked me down somehow from within the dreamscape, and I won’t be alone anymore! Yes, yes! You’re on your way, and I just have to wait! Any day now, and we’ll be together and stay!…
Ah, it’s getting dark outside. I have to close my eyes and reside in my mind as my body finds a restful night. Now that I’m lying here on my bed, I realize what’s going on in my head. It’s never again just going to be you and I, and I denied it for so much time, and made myself believe a lie.
Lying to myself, I wonder why. Why did I deny your truthful mind? Why am I refusing to be by myself at any given time?
Oh, Katie… I’m so lost without thy guidance and light, I’m so alone without thy divine sight. You’ve got my eyes, you’ve… got my eyes. …You’ll never, ever be mine… But you’ve got my eyes…
Night falls upon my weary fight within my mind, and heaven glows bright, igniting this dark room of mine. I sigh, unsatisfied with my place in life. You’ll never be mine. You’ll never again look into my eyes and wipe my tears out of sight as I cry in thy arms tonight. Heaven’s height used to be reachable via our flight in the sky, dancing in the starlight as twilight pours high into the shaky night.
Eternal loneliness envelopes my life as I stare into nothing and everything at the same time. I wish you could be by my side while I cry my light away, shakily sobbing whilst calling thy name. Why can’t I move on and get on with my day? Why can’t I stop crying the night away? I should give up on us, for you’ll never be mine anyway… -
Wow…
