So, Why I've been gone for so long.. (TW: Slight NSFW)

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I currently have these partners named Saige (Goes by Swiss or Tab), Luna (Goes by Luna or Runa), and Vincent (Goes by Vinny).
I also “Had” This girl named Rhi (Goes by Rhi). She has a favorite, It was Saige. Rhi would always be all up In Saige’s Skin. An she would always constantly be horny. She would always ask me or Saige (Mostly Saige) To F**ck her. Cool, no problem. An That’s not the case. The case Is she’s been neglecting me. Saige and Rhi didn’t even know each other when I Introduced Them to each other. And the fact that Rhi and Saige left me out of everything was js nasty. I Introduced Them to each other. That’s not fair. But I’ve had a crush on Rhi for the longest. And also, not to mention the fact that she has ALSO left me every time Saige Includes something Abt her leaving.
One time, Saige went to do something, Rhi wanted to Role-play w/me. Okay. Cool, No problem. But then I passed out. And Rhi told me,
“If you don’t respond to me, I’m leaving”

I PASSED OUT, WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT ME TO DO ABOUT IT??
When Saige got back, she comforted me an stayed with me the entire time.
And Rhi would always kick me out whenever Her an Saige would do their thing… (They did It a lot.)
And most of the time, She would talk SHIT behind me. And she would also have been acting like I’m not even fucking there.
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Me an Saige broke up with Rhi a couple of weeks ago, Then not even an hour later. We got together with Runa. Vinny Hasn’t been on, But he sure missed a lot.
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Runa and Saige have been acting like I have not been there, and every time we argue, I end up apologizing, Even tho I’m not wrong most of the time.
And 3 days ago, I had school, yeah. But Saige told me to go away, and she changed her stuff. And Sometimes, I feel like Runa and Saige are hiding something from me. I tell them every thing. Besides, when I overthink About them. It’s happened a lot.
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Yesterday, Runa went to play in the rain. She didn’t even say I love you back to me. I know you’re excited, but show some fucking love to your loved one first. And then I started overthinking about Saige and Runa again. About If I was a part of their plan or something. I don’t know, man. But it’s also the fact that Saige has also not been saying I love you as much Ever since we broke up with Rhi. And it’s also the fact that Nobody is giving a shit about me doing or saying anything about It, And I end up apologizing for the stuff that I CAN’T do or say shit about, And I have to Apologize. Like, I’m actually crying right now. And not even Gojira (A friend) Cares about my feelings.
I also had this time when Saige and our friend Suki were Role-playing alone. Js her an Him. And I kept being halfway left out. And I Invited Saige, And she says
“Sorry, Isho(Her oc) Is (….). Off Ash (His oc) an biting Ash’s neck.”
LMAO.
To be honest Kinda thinking of taking a break from talking w/Runa and Saige. and Kinda js work on Making music an “If NCT was A reality show”. Should I tell them, Or ghost them how Runa did to me for 3 months?. Or Should I JS stick w/being held hostage with them?
I’m going to update you guys more later,