a vent.
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the amount of times i lied for him. the amout of times ive gotten in trouble for him. the amount of times ive hurt myself for him. the amount of times ive changed for him. the amount of times ive cried for him. the amount of times ive fought with my mom for him. the amount of times ive bleed for him. the amount of times ive listened to him. the amount of times ive hurt myself for him. the amount of times ive almost died for him. the amount of times ive done anything for him and he doesnt fucking love me. he doesnt want to fix things. he just wants to throw it all away and break every promise he ever made me. he just wants to leave and not care that hes fucking hurting me. he justโฆ doesnt care about me anymore.
Iโm so sick of everyone leaving. of everyone making promises that theyโll stay and just leave in the end. Iโm so done with everything Iโm the edge of deleting everything and going away for a while.im weird for youโฆ <3
"๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐โฆ๐พ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐โฆ๐พ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐?๐พ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐โฆ๐ฐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ฐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐โฆ"
oh, sweetie. monsters are real and they look like people.
*Donโt fuckin bark if you canโt fuckin bite"
"snakes usually hang in pairs" -Presto (miss u man)
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ry i understand and maybe u should talk to him and try to reconnect and restart things with him?
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@MaskedArab said in a vent.:
ry i understand and maybe u should talk to him and try to reconnect and restart things with him?
even if u already talked to him maybe try again
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@MaskedArab hereโs the thing, I have been. I have been talking to him and all I get is โIdk Lexiโ or โIdrkโ
if he really loved me and wanted to fix things between us he would fucking know if he loves me or not but clearly he doesnโt. which ykw. its fine. maybe all the tears Iโve cried for/over him are all for a purpose.im weird for youโฆ <3
"๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐โฆ๐พ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐โฆ๐พ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐?๐พ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐โฆ๐ฐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ฐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐โฆ"
oh, sweetie. monsters are real and they look like people.
*Donโt fuckin bark if you canโt fuckin bite"
"snakes usually hang in pairs" -Presto (miss u man)
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โ๐๐ rylie i understand sorry
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โ๐๐ rylie im very sorry to hear this ry, heโs definitely a fucker for not caring about you
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@tripod thank you, tripod.
also I miss you man we gotta talk more -
โ๐๐ rylie if that boy is treating you like shit then just know i exist, im much better than that boy and we know it
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@siloxa922 well, i dont LOVE you, just, yknow, uherm, i could be like a friend but seriously fuck that guy
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@siloxa922 ig. I donโt really know you tho so
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@siloxa922 yeah- if you did then thatโs a conversation we would have to have a talk about
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but, im also trying to work things out with him.
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