have you ever struggled with relationships between ur mom and step dad (and everyone) that you find out your becoming a mental lowlife ((tw/cw minor nsfw, suicide))
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because i did and it sucks booty.
my step dad and mom check my phone at least none to ONCE a month which makes me more “sus” according to them. i try to tell them about mental struggles but most of the time they’re dismissed as laziness or “ur just a fucking dumbass”. theyre also overserious about my schoolwork since im in honors so
… but ALSO the home environment is p tense as im pretty much criticized for everything, even table etiquette because step dad’s a cook.i started developing BPD (?) and myctomania symptoms ((NOT SELF DIAGNOSING)) and tried to tell my mom AND step dad AND dad how curious i am about my mental health because i dont think i am who im supposed to be, but they just dismiss it too because my schoolwork and addictions are more important to deal with than being in an identity crisis wows (for my mom and step dad)!!!
both parents also said im like my father whos an online nerd and a leech which ok whatever dont compare me to him for his acts and stupid ass opinions because that’ll make me think being reborn is a true thing and i get thoughts about not being in this green earth. real shit
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Rēsh-1 we are NEVER making out of the seat of consciousness for this one!!!haha get it
