♡I NEED TO BREED HER♡ THATS SO COOL??

★☆☆☆☆ GIGGLED?

I can’t do this anymore.

It’s so obvious how much i’m infatuated with her. I joke about it to make myself feel better, because the thought of her finding out terrifies me.

My friend tries to push me foward. But it doesn’t help. Embarassing me. I laugh along, but my nails dig into my palms.

little gifts here and there. i feel like a little animal, trying to court. For the most random things. A little thing i made, because ‘im giving them to everyone’.

glances here and there. i’m not subtle. i want her to know. i think she does. i’m a different type of ‘shy’ with her.

Love letters. God. My book full of entries on different people is almost entirely full of pages with her name stamped on the top so neatly it’s as if i’d ever give it out in the first place. Not over my dead body.

I’m being foolish. This one crush can’t get out, yet i’m telling so many people. Maybe the thrill of it numbs the worry of everything else going on.

Every time i see her i promise myself i won’t cry. But i excuse myself to the bathroom more times than not to let the tears flow for a moment. If i smile you can’t tell i’ve been crying.

i cut myself more. i know it’s fucked up. i don’t care. a few slits on my wrist are enough to notice when handing her one of my little gifts. Maybe it’ll be enough that she’ll ask if i’m alright one day. Maybe she just needs to find me in that vulnerable, crying state again.

I fucking hate this. I hate her for ruining my life. shes the reason i overthink EVERYTHING. because i need to be perfect so she likes me. but i’m forcing myself not to. because i’m turning into my fucking tryhard ex.

i don’t need anyone to vent to. just understanding.

like uwu yez im so siwwy :33333

Let me know if you do! Id love to add you on there.

dan and rose ragebaiting me bruh 💔

@your_search_history_scares_me poggers

THW TWILIGTH MOVIES aRE FREE ON YT AGIAN

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dont tell oakley i gave her bunny ears she doesnt know

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I was never the poetic type,
but you’re making me see things in a different light.

Maybe it’s all my bottled up feelings.
I never did have anyone to talk to about these foolish things.

Your presence corrupts my every thought and makes me choke up.
And the way i never get to see that beautiful smile of yours makes me want to throw up.

And i blame myself. I randomly caught feelings one night.
i’m sorry, for not one of my thoughts about you is right.

I disguise it as wanting to be friends.
But what i really want is this unrequited love to end.

when we lock eyes, my heart stutters and my knees go weak.
I’m tired of constantly feeding off your presence like a leech.

I’m trying to figure out what i should say or do
and all i can confidently say is:

im so fucking in love with you.

@your_search_history_scares_me Sorry but I don’t swear

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𖤐𝔊𝔥𝔬𝔰𝔱𝔣𝔞𝔠𝔢𖤐 been knew how do that lmao

@your_search_history_scares_me you look like my friend Syd and that makes this funnier because that’s something they’d do. 😭

hold on im trying to spell gorjus

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I whine and paw at your feet,

Begging for something to eat

I’m starving, i crave to be held by you

and A pat on my head just won’t do.

I’d sleep easy with a home in your heart,

and your ignorance tears me apart.

for all i am is a stray in your eyes.

you just walk away and leave me to die.

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@your_search_history_scares_me what happened to 1 + 1 bruh

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