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[im not a mod]

I don’t care if it’s someone you trust or not. Someone IS getting into the accounts, and i’m not sure who. If people can hack the views, they sure as hell can hack the accounts. I’d like to assume they’re getting into dms or something.
I told blake my password and that night, when i’m at fair, someone messaged blake weird shit and changed my username and password.
I had to make a new account.
and that was just the second time. the first time they kept logging me out.

Now, it’s happening to someone else.

I really don’t think anyone should be giving their password out, and if you do, i’d change it soon after.

i hope whoever this is gets stopped soon.

if you’re stressed, overstimulated, or crying, i’ve recently discovered something that helps me calm down a bit.

i literally just sing to myself, exept i sing those really stupid songs that are so bad they’re funny. or just any song i find calming. i either try to get myself to laugh from my own stupid broken singing or just calm myself down by taking my mind off of whatever is overwhelming me and instead singing.

this is what i do when my parents argue. i close the door so the sound isnt as loud, then i gently sing to myself and pet oakley. looking at her stupid face also makes me feel better.

Spoiler

…woah the wind was loud today.

it my birdae

im older now [12] [i am only a year older sadly]

fuckass newborn child WHO??

They call it creeping, I say loving, it’s the only way for me
Filling out papers, signing waivers, but I stay outside his reach
I name your mother and your father and the first pet that you keep
I know your favourite place to dine at when your cheque comes in each week

I know you do your wash on Sundays and you separate your whites
And that your car needs a new tire 'cause last week I laid those spikes
I’ve got a million polaroids with all the dates penned in red ink
I sneak a walkie-talkie in your room to listen to you sleep

You just don’t know it yet, but you love me and I love you the same
One day we’ll have a pretty wedding, and I’ll be your everything
We’ll be together, yes forever, we will never ever part
Oh, you don’t know it yet but baby I’ve already got your heart

Some call it stalking, I say walking just extremely close behind
I’m sure if I sat down and asked you, well, you really wouldn’t mind
You’ve got those eyes that drive me crazy
And I’ve got eyes to watch you sleep
I brought a pack lunch and some coffee
For my stakeout in your tree, outside your house (shh)

Gotta be as quiet as a mouse, or else you’ll call the police
And I’ll get done for somethin’ stupid like disturbance of the peace
And piece by piece, I am collecting all the things you leave behind
And when you don’t, I rummage through your bins to see what I can find

You just don’t know it yet, but you love me and I love you the same
One day we’ll have a pretty wedding, and I’ll be your everything
We’ll be together, yes forever, we will never ever part
Oh, you don’t know it yet but baby I’ve already got your heart

You just don’t know it yet, but you love me and I love you the same
One day we’ll have a pretty wedding, and I’ll be your everything
We’ll be together, yes forever, we will never ever part
Oh, you don’t know it yet but baby I’ve already got your heart

USERNAMES.

SOMETHING ABOUT SELLING SOMETHING ON EBAY

BASED OFF THIS PINTEREST USER

JOIN THE CULT OR DONT I DONT CARE

I was never the poetic type,
but you’re making me see things in a different light.

Maybe it’s all my bottled up feelings.
I never did have anyone to talk to about these foolish things.

Your presence corrupts my every thought and makes me choke up.
And the way i never get to see that beautiful smile of yours makes me want to throw up.

And i blame myself. I randomly caught feelings one night.
i’m sorry, for not one of my thoughts about you is right.

I disguise it as wanting to be friends.
But what i really want is this unrequited love to end.

when we lock eyes, my heart stutters and my knees go weak.
I’m tired of constantly feeding off your presence like a leech.

I’m trying to figure out what i should say or do
and all i can confidently say is:

im so fucking in love with you.

Sketch

Base

Finished coloring

Shading

It could be cooler but im lazy and it took hours, fuck a backroudn

Blake

I can’t do this anymore.

It’s so obvious how much i’m infatuated with her. I joke about it to make myself feel better, because the thought of her finding out terrifies me.

My friend tries to push me foward. But it doesn’t help. Embarassing me. I laugh along, but my nails dig into my palms.

little gifts here and there. i feel like a little animal, trying to court. For the most random things. A little thing i made, because ‘im giving them to everyone’.

glances here and there. i’m not subtle. i want her to know. i think she does. i’m a different type of ‘shy’ with her.

Love letters. God. My book full of entries on different people is almost entirely full of pages with her name stamped on the top so neatly it’s as if i’d ever give it out in the first place. Not over my dead body.

I’m being foolish. This one crush can’t get out, yet i’m telling so many people. Maybe the thrill of it numbs the worry of everything else going on.

Every time i see her i promise myself i won’t cry. But i excuse myself to the bathroom more times than not to let the tears flow for a moment. If i smile you can’t tell i’ve been crying.

i cut myself more. i know it’s fucked up. i don’t care. a few slits on my wrist are enough to notice when handing her one of my little gifts. Maybe it’ll be enough that she’ll ask if i’m alright one day. Maybe she just needs to find me in that vulnerable, crying state again.

I fucking hate this. I hate her for ruining my life. shes the reason i overthink EVERYTHING. because i need to be perfect so she likes me. but i’m forcing myself not to. because i’m turning into my fucking tryhard ex.

i don’t need anyone to vent to. just understanding.

like uwu yez im so siwwy :33333

Let me know if you do! Id love to add you on there.

Welcome back, Soverign! I refuse to hold a grudge over any foolish matters, and i welcome you back. I hope the rest of your time here is less drama-filled and more- chill. i’m here to talk if you’d like to!

There’s a site called pony.town where you can make your own ponies. i have around a years worth of pony-making experience

its always good to educate yourself on the topics you’er talking about, or you could wind up accidentally spreadng misinformation

dan and rose ragebaiting me bruh