finneass <33 i don’t really speak to you that much, but i do know for a fact you’ve been rude to a lot of us. being a staff member doesn’t explain why you have to complain and be rude to us just because we’re trying to help, because that’s not cool. i’m really sorry that you lost your friend, because that sucks. but that really can’t excuse your behavior to all of us.

@Duchess Humanity itself is it’s own problem. People make their own problems and blame it on other people.

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@ゼフィラ-ヤラ , @Lenore_Offical_From_Nevermore, @Miss_Americana @Namira

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If i forgot you say hi

🐾K1O/FOX💕
You’re a great artist and a sweet person. Keep doing you :3

Creek
You’re cool and random in the best way ever, you give out the most w opinions and I appreciate you so much <3

Cursed Cucumber
You probably won’t see this, but we all miss you. Hope you’re doing well.

@jun
Need i say less?

@Your-Local-Reaper
You’re literally so chill and amazing omg

𝜗𝜚 rylie (lexi)
The one and only ‘little emo’, RY! The silly unhinged chaotic game player we all love (i love**)

@kitkatgirlie you’re so unseriously serious, playing games with me, ry and the server. You are my go to arsonist always and forever. You’re so evil <3

Sorry if I forgot some people im stupid

i’m really emotionally drained and like suicidal so if i’m not talking to you it’s not cause i’m mad it’s cause i just can’t rn

I feel like everything i post is stupid or not funny, and i’m trying to put all the attention onto me.
Idk if it’s because i have a spicy brain (adhd) but i overthink things so much, and i also say things without thinking.
Past experiences with friends not actually being my friends happened, and im still a little worried from that.
I have insecurities, but those all feel stupid because ‘i worry too much’, so every time i vent, i feel worried and judged. IM ALWAYS DOING SOMETHING WRONG

Im sorry if this didn’t make sense
I’m sorry if i ever accedentally hurt you
I’m sorry for being too much at times
I hope some of you can forgive me.

Like- a pronoun thing. Similar to a tag, or a group, it stays by the username. You could edit it any time you want

@lgbt



Fine distinguished boi, tired of mppc’s shenanigans

𝓚𝓪𝓲/𝓟𝓸𝓹𝓽𝓪𝓻𝓽 ‘i read that as autism good poem tho’

Then the replies
“ME TOO”

“SAME “

mppc users are like

‘oh yeah i’ll upvote every single random post that doesn’t even ask for upvote because i’m so nice and my friends like them so i must like what they like!!!’

then are like

‘oh my friend hates this user (downvote spams them, hates them, and crap talks them’

(Tw: like death and stuff)

Carrie.

Febuary 19th, 2013. She was four years old. Her, her father, and friends and family (it was a little lad town where everyone knew each other) had a birthday dinner for Carrie. She turned five years old that day. (The town is in the woods) Unfortunately for them, some teenage smokers had set up camp only a quarter mile away. Flicking one of their siggarettes ruthlessly into the dried leaves, they caught on fire. Soon, the fire grew untill the licking flames drowned the city. Carrie, almost dead was saved with her father’s friend, matt, and a few others. She could never get the screams out of her mind. She felt horrible. Soon enough, matt- dissapeared. She figured out how to live on her own soon enough, forging goods to survive and stay alive. Once she turned seven, she started getting the rapid and violent hallucinations. They’d come whenever she’d be stressed, and only go away once the finally calmed down. Whatever happened in the hallucinations, was- real to her. Nobody else saw them, but her. She’d also get scratches, the severity depending on how stressed she is. She started using old clothes as bandages. (Hot time skip)

11,She gets adopted, runs away at 14, and now is jumping from shelter to shelter, with crippling anxiety and depression.

(Tldr: five year old carries town gets burned down she lives in the woods and gets hallucinations that can give her scratches she gets adopted at 11 runs away at 14 and now jumps from shelter to shelter with anxiety and depression )

Anyways i wrote this on an ipad at like 1:37 am instead of sleeping so please like this uselsss information

She also has long ass brown straight hair, hazel eyes, she’s currently 15, acts like your usual anxious grumpy teenager, stands at like fucking 5’9”, and has a stuffed bunny her foster mom fixed for her (she is attached and if you take it from her you will chose death)

that’s kinda narcissistic ain’t it? the world doesn’t revolve around your problems like you think it does

Mod: Hey dont do this it’s against the rules thank you

User: haha no, fuck you breaks rules anyway

Mod: i warned you, no more chances gives reasonable ban

User: what did i do you never warned me proceeds to say disgusting insults

2 months later

User: please unban me I’m so sorry

Dont do this please :3

I made a discord alt in case my main was banned, as so many people were reporting me. Aka, Cryptic. I made an mppc account for her, for shits and giggles. People were catching on. So, being the chicken i am, i deleted cryptic and feeling absolutely miserable, took a break. When i come back i got a few dms that were like ‘awwee your gfs so sweet’ and that made my heart sink even more. I lied more, saying her mom found her mppc and discord. Soon, someone started telling people that me and cryptic had used the same email. I had to lie to my friends. That hurt.

(Tl;dr: cryptic isn’t real. The rumors are true.)

everyone needs to know how much of a bitch i was. I genuinely can’t keep lying anymore.

I’m sorry. I understand if you think i’m horrible.

Thank you for reading this semi short apology.

• Enzi

YourLocalSansFangirl

Its slightly inaccurate

Sorry if you can’t understand through the UGLY CRYING

https://vocaroo.com/11C00Gg1YXt4

The note

(Yes i was crying cause a kid threw up and i got a nice note🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰😭🥰🥰😭😭🥰😭)

Eminem is so fire

Relatable lyrics fr

If you’re gonna be my friend don’t be online the whole day then respond three hours later with a ‘sorry, can’t.’

I get you’re talking to your bf or smt but seriously? It makes me feel like an object, only used when it’s about to break

I feel like a last resort. There’s always excuses. I can”t stand that as it hurts me.

I will sound petty for saying this but from now on i will temporarily be cutting contact with everyone who does

So every wednsday i go to youth group

in that thing there’s a kid who i’ll call Taylor swift. She makes paper dragons too so every week i bring one of mine and she brings hers.
This little girl who i’ll call Beyonce, annoying little shit that i dislike but respect and wouldn’t intentionally be rude to. I made beyonce a dragon last week and brought it to her this week. I ran out of yellow (FUCKING SHARPIES OMFGREILKRWFIOKRF) So it was one-sided. She LOVED it and didn’t give a SHIT.

On our way home my mom was yelling at me that my dragon that i brought to show to Taylor swift was ‘too scary’. Beyonce didn’t think it was scary. Beyonce’s sister didn’tthink it was scary. Beyonce’s little 4 year old brother didn’t think it was scary.
also the images they show sometimes for educational purpouses show like burning sheep and dead bloody corpses.

And how i brought a ‘half ass dragon’ for Beyonce even though she loved it.

I Also i told Taylor swift i was going to kalahari with 4-H and invited her.

at the door mom was SCREAMING at me that i shouldn’t have let her know without us actually knowing she can come.

I start having a panic attack, I’m crying so hard i’m struggling to breath or talk, and my moms like ‘i can’t fucking do anything right, i might as well fucking MOVE OUT’

as my dad says ‘can’t you just calm down?’

dad helped me calm down, i still am not breathing normally now, will break down at anything, and moms a little calmer.

my mom is a fuggin angry t-rex when mad

and she gets mad often.

also i wasn’t crying that bad in the car but as i sniffled up the steps she was like ‘WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU CRYING’, still mad and keeps yelling.

I love my mom but

don’t you think we’re going too far?

also i NEVER had a panic attack before. I thought i was gonna suffocate. I thought i was gonna die