Ignore that its pink i hsve a giant neon pink sign in my room

I really like it

if you’re stressed, overstimulated, or crying, i’ve recently discovered something that helps me calm down a bit.

i literally just sing to myself, exept i sing those really stupid songs that are so bad they’re funny. or just any song i find calming. i either try to get myself to laugh from my own stupid broken singing or just calm myself down by taking my mind off of whatever is overwhelming me and instead singing.

this is what i do when my parents argue. i close the door so the sound isnt as loud, then i gently sing to myself and pet oakley. looking at her stupid face also makes me feel better.

@everyone

[im not a mod]

I don’t care if it’s someone you trust or not. Someone IS getting into the accounts, and i’m not sure who. If people can hack the views, they sure as hell can hack the accounts. I’d like to assume they’re getting into dms or something.
I told blake my password and that night, when i’m at fair, someone messaged blake weird shit and changed my username and password.
I had to make a new account.
and that was just the second time. the first time they kept logging me out.

Now, it’s happening to someone else.

I really don’t think anyone should be giving their password out, and if you do, i’d change it soon after.

i hope whoever this is gets stopped soon.

Spoiler

…woah the wind was loud today.

They call it creeping, I say loving, it’s the only way for me
Filling out papers, signing waivers, but I stay outside his reach
I name your mother and your father and the first pet that you keep
I know your favourite place to dine at when your cheque comes in each week

I know you do your wash on Sundays and you separate your whites
And that your car needs a new tire 'cause last week I laid those spikes
I’ve got a million polaroids with all the dates penned in red ink
I sneak a walkie-talkie in your room to listen to you sleep

You just don’t know it yet, but you love me and I love you the same
One day we’ll have a pretty wedding, and I’ll be your everything
We’ll be together, yes forever, we will never ever part
Oh, you don’t know it yet but baby I’ve already got your heart

Some call it stalking, I say walking just extremely close behind
I’m sure if I sat down and asked you, well, you really wouldn’t mind
You’ve got those eyes that drive me crazy
And I’ve got eyes to watch you sleep
I brought a pack lunch and some coffee
For my stakeout in your tree, outside your house (shh)

Gotta be as quiet as a mouse, or else you’ll call the police
And I’ll get done for somethin’ stupid like disturbance of the peace
And piece by piece, I am collecting all the things you leave behind
And when you don’t, I rummage through your bins to see what I can find

You just don’t know it yet, but you love me and I love you the same
One day we’ll have a pretty wedding, and I’ll be your everything
We’ll be together, yes forever, we will never ever part
Oh, you don’t know it yet but baby I’ve already got your heart

You just don’t know it yet, but you love me and I love you the same
One day we’ll have a pretty wedding, and I’ll be your everything
We’ll be together, yes forever, we will never ever part
Oh, you don’t know it yet but baby I’ve already got your heart

I think the color is beautiful. Hypnotizing.

Light red’s fine, but i’ve always prefered my red deep.

maybe that’s why i cut myself. The pretty colors seeping out of my skin in clean cuts distracts me from my stress for a moment. it feels like a prize. but if i cut too deep, i don’t stop bleeding for a while, and that’s bad.

I haven’t relapsed in a few weeks.

the scars are fading. i need new ones.

the thoughts are coming back. more frequent.

it’s not like i’m trying to quit. I can’t. I could if i wanted to, but it’s my cry for help. my sick cry for help. i need someone to see. anyone. and realize how much i’m hurting.

i’m broken, and i’ve learned to accept that.

i forgot to state, but i do not want/expect any sort of pity/comfort. i just- wanted to get it out.

Yay doug

what’s your gender identity? i mean this respectfully and i dont want to misgender you like are you demigirl or genderfluid or nonbinary

Riku / Hueningkai . is that not literally your own post

I hope he explodes

its not that bad! I love how you wrote it and the emotion inside it

im not an avid fan as in most of the songs i know are from the pink n blue album but i adore not allowed. it has this nostalgic feel to it. That and song about me. But other than that ion rlly know many songs that are out of the pink and blue album

@sillypuppy pony town!

that is rudie, yeah

also i keep seeing your pfp as rumi from kpdh

i was sick ok ik its rlly bad but my head hurt

Even a year ago it was better. It was dead, but we had our little community. People left, got banned, got caught, or just forgot about the place. It’s unfortunate, really, but all good things do come to an end eventually.

@sillypuppy yesss i love drawing worm on a strings!