Lost again trying to find myself
Searching through both heaven and hell
I can’t let go
I can’t let go
I’m losing myself
Can’t call out for help
Oh, I see my faults
Oh, it’s all my fault
Can you take me
And replace me
With someone else? hmm
Someone else
And I don’t hate myself
Just wanna be better
Just wanna be better
Oh, God
Do you have a second to talk?
'Cause I need something off my chest
And something off my shoulders
And I can’t even walk no more
And my eyes are sore
From all the tears I cried
Please, don’t let me die
Hmm, Hmm, hmm
Lost again trying to find myself
Searching through both heaven and hell
I can’t let go
I can’t let go
I’m losing myself
Can’t call out for help
Oh, I see my faults
Oh, it’s all my fault

ok

I don’t need a man, I need a puppy
Allergic to you every time you touch me
Emotional maturity for dummies
I don’t have the time to pretend you’re funny
I’m back and I’m better
I put the teddy bear you gave me in a blender
I drew a dick on all your sweatshirts
I hate you so much right now
Deal with it, boy, you got to
I don’t want you, do what you want
But just deal with it, 'cause I’m so over you
Deal with it, boy, you got to
I don’t want you, do what you want
But just deal with it, 'cause I’m so over you
I don’t need a man, I need a rabbit
I need a new toy just to cleanse my palette
Big bad bitch, I’m the baddest
We both know it wasn’t love, it was just a big bad habit
Stringing you along like a puppet
I can see the desperation, got you right where I want ya
Beg for it, plead, you can suck it
I hate you so much right now
Deal with it, boy, you got to
I don’t want you, do what you want
But just deal with it, 'cause I’m so over you
Deal with it, boy, you got to
I don’t want you, do what you want
But just deal with it, 'cause I’m so over you (ah)
Ah-ah-ah, ooh-ooh-ooh
I hate you so much right now
Ah-ah-ah, ooh-ooh-ooh
I hate you so much right now
Find me in a ball gown with a champagne glass
With a man on my arm, I don’t care what his name is
I’ve really levelled up now
I got jets on my back
Everything I do, outrageous
You text me that you miss me
I say who the fuck is this, I deleted your number (oops)
Oh gee, that’s a bummer
I hate you so much right now
Deal with it, boy, you got to
I don’t want you, do what you want
But just deal with it, 'cause I’m so over you
Deal with it, boy, you got to
I don’t want you, do what you want
But just deal with it, 'cause I’m so over you (ah)
Ah-ah-ah, ooh-ooh-ooh
I hate you so much right now
Ah-ah-ah, ooh-ooh-ooh
I hate you so much right now
Ah-ah-ah, ooh-ooh-ooh
I hate you so much right now
Ah-ah-ah, ooh-ooh-ooh
I hate you so much right now

There’s a fire starting in my heart
Reaching a fever pitch, it’s bringing me out the dark
Finally I can see you crystal clear
Go ahead and sell me out and I’ll lay your ship bare
See how I’ll leave with every piece of you
Don’t underestimate the things that I will do
There’s a fire starting in my heart
Reaching a fever pitch and it’s bringing me out the dark
The scars of your love remind me of us
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love they leave me breathless
I can’t help feeling
We could’ve had it all (you’re gonna wish you)
(Never had met me)
Rolling in the deep (tears are gonna fall)
(Rolling in the deep)
You had my heart inside (you’re gonna wish you)
Of your hands (never had met me)
And you played it (tears are gonna fall)
To the beat (rolling in the deep)
Baby, I have no story to be told
But I’ve heard one on you, now I’m gonna make your head burn
Think of me in the depths of your despair
Make a home down there, as mine sure won’t be shared
The scars of your love (never had met me)
Remind me of us (tears are gonna fall)
They keep me thinking (rolling in the deep)
That we almost had it all (you’re gonna wish you)
The scars of your love (never had met me)
They leave me breathless (tears are gonna fall)
I can’t help feeling (rolling in the deep)
We could’ve had it all (you’re gonna wish you)
(Never had met me)
Rolling in the deep (tears are gonna fall)
(Rolling in the deep)
You had my heart inside (you’re gonna wish you)
Of your hands (never had met me)
And you played it (tears are gonna fall)
To the beat (rolling in the deep)
We could’ve had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside of your hand
But you played it with a beating
Throw your soul through every open door (whoa)
Count your blessings to find what you look for (whoa)
Turn my sorrow into treasured gold (whoa)
You pay me back in kind and reap just what you’ve sown
We could’ve had it all (tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
We could’ve had it all (you’re gonna wish you never had met me)
It all, it all, it all (tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
We could’ve had it all (you’re gonna wish you)
(Never had met me)
Rolling in the deep (tears are gonna fall)
(Rolling in the deep)
You had my heart inside (you’re gonna wish you)
Of your hands (never had met me)
And you played it (tears are gonna fall)
To the beat (rolling in the deep)
Could’ve had it all (you’re gonna wish you)
(Never had met me)
Rolling in the deep (tears are gonna fall)
(Rolling in the deep)
You had my heart inside (you’re gonna wish you)
Of your hands (never had met me)
But you played it, you played it, you played it
You played it to the beat

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Do you have the time to listen to me whine
About nothing and everything all at once?
I am one of those
Melodramatic fools
Neurotic to the bone
No doubt about it
Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I’m cracking up
Am I just paranoid?
Or am I just stoned?
I went to a shrink
To analyze my dreams
She says it’s lack of sex that’s bringing me down
I went to a whore
He said my life’s a bore
So quit my whining 'cause it’s bringing her down
Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I’m cracking up
Am I just paranoid?
Huh yeah, yeah, yeah
(Ooh, ooh)
Grasping to control
So I better hold on
Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I’m cracking up
Am I just paranoid?
Or am I just stoned?

They got me tied down in a hospital bed
Gave me a pill and said it’d help with my head
Then pulled apart my ribs to look in my chest
What a mess, how’s he even breathing?
Is there something you could do that could save me?
Maybe some therapy could do yourself good
The way you think you should go talk to someone
Who can you trust when you’re alone with your thoughts?
Guess I’m caught
Am I alive or am I not?
So please give me a heartbeat
I wanna feel something
More than what I’m seeing, I need a little meaning
So fuck all this discomfort, I wanna see in color
Not some shade of pale blue
So wake me up and I’ll find you
So fill my lungs with all the breath that I need
'Cause there’s a thing or two I still need to see
Maybe there’s a chance for me without the parts I need
But even with the air I breathe I’m gone
So please give me a heartbeat
I wanna feel something
More than what I’m seeing, I need a little meaning
So fuck all this discomfort, I wanna see in color
Not some shade of pale blue
So wake me up and I’ll find you
Wake me up and I’ll find you
Wake me up and I’ll find you
Wake me up and I’ll find you
And I’ll find you
And I’ll find you
So please give me a heartbeat
I wanna feel something
More than what I’m seeing, I need a little meaning
So fuck all this discomfort, I wanna see in color
Not some shade of pale blue
So wake me up and I’ll find you
So please give me a heartbeat
I wanna feel something
More than what I’m seeing, I need a little meaning
So fuck all this discomfort, I wanna see in color
Not some shade of pale blue
So wake me up and I’ll find you

Hey!

The feelings I caught, the time that I lost
Said it’s tough looking back when I thought what I thought
Yeah, I feel ashamed, embarrassed with rage
So I bloody the rain on your pity parade

So cry, cry, cry I don’t need you in my life
Need you in my life, no
So cry, cry, cry you don’t even have to try
Don’t even have to try (you fuckin ho)

I didn’t know you were a sociopath
I didn’t know you were a sociopath

So you been living two lives with two guys
Bet you got your tubes tied
Heard a lotta this a lotta that a lotta lotta lies
The other night your mom passed away and it was weird
That you just went about your day and didn’t even shed a tear
I feel bad, you don’t feel bad, sad you don’t feel sad
But I’m the last to help a crazy bitch that goes behind my back

I didn’t know you were a sociopath
I didn’t know you were a sociopath

They say that love kills (say that love kills)
It ain’t not quite what it seems (ain’t not quite as it seems)
Don’t be shocked when you lost what you called meant to be
So I feel afraid, 'cause your crazy’s for days
You said he wasn’t me and it don’t mean a thing

So cry, cry, cry I don’t need you in my life
Need you in my life, no
So cry, cry, cry you don’t even have to try
Don’t even have to try (you fuckin ho)

I didn’t know you were a sociopath
I didn’t know you were a sociopath
I didn’t know you were a sociopath
I didn’t know you were a sociopath

https://open.spotify.com/track/0xx5CXMss5CFv2GPkg97aC

Sparking again
Cocaine and liquor
Hang out with your friends
I’m at the party where it never ends
I’m at the party with hella regrets
I feel like getting in trouble again
Kickstart, repertoire
With a shovel again
I’m on a different level again
She fell in love with the devil again

I gotta get her out of here
I don’t feel this way anymore
For the girl that I used to know
I’d rather take it slow
She thinks she’s too good for me now
No room in class for a clown

It’s too much for me to handle, handle
White rose petals
Broken hearts and bloody sandals
Bodies stacked on top of another
Good undercover
Too bad for each other, now

Or not
I’ve been hearing gunshots
Inside of my clouded thoughts
Do I love you a lot?
Ha
Never mind
It don’t matter what we’ve done tonight
You can’t run or hide from me now
Stay a sec
Trying to keep you from self destructing
Just hold on to something

'Cause we’re sparking again
Cocaine and liquor
Hang out with your friends
I’m at the party where it never ends
I’m at the party with hella regrets
I feel like getting in trouble again
Kickstart, repertoire
With a shovel again
I’m on a different level again
She fell in love with the devil again

We gotta get apart for now
'Cause it’s obvious
You don’t feel the same
As you did the other day

Where’d we go wrong, I see it now
I see it now
I see it now
I see it now
I see it now
I cannot be what you want me to be, do you envy me
I see it now
And my energy? When you talk to me, don’t walk with me, don’t follow me

In all honesty
I don’t know you all that well
I will not chase you
On your way to Hell

@alex real

this song 🫶

@The-Watcher bruh moment

Lainey🌚 I LOVE THAT SONG BRO😭😭😭

Tell me it was all in your head
Don’t tell me you forgot about me
Don’t tell me you forgot about me
Don’t tell me you forgot about me
Tell me I’d be better off dead
But don’t tell me you forgot about me
Don’t tell me you forgot about me
Don’t tell me you forgot about me
‘Cause I don’t wanna relive this feelin’ of alone
And I don’t wanna keep cryin’ on your shoulder
Swear I thought we’d be together ‘til we’re older
Too many thoughts inside my head, they’re spillin’ over
Stay for me, can you say somethin’?
Take me away, baby
But I’m holdin’ my tongue 'cause it’s over now
Tell me it was all in your head
Don’t tell me you forgot about me
Don’t tell me you forgot about me
Don’t tell me you forgot about me
Tell me I’d be better off dead
But don’t tell me you forgot about me
Don’t tell me you forgot about me
Don’t tell me you forgot about me

I wake up every evenin’
With a big smile on my face
And it never feels out of place
And you’re still probably workin’
At a nine to five pace
I wonder how bad that tastes
When you see my face, hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way, hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell
Now, where’s your picket fence, love?
And where’s that shiny car?
And did it ever get you far?
You never seemed so tense, love
I’ve never seen you fall so hard
Do you know where you are?
And truth be told, I miss you (I miss you)
And truth be told, I’m lyin’
When you see my face, hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way, hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that’s worth a damn and treats you well
Then he’s a fool, you’re just as well, hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
Tomorrow you’ll be thinkin’ to yourself
Yeah, where’d it all go wrong?
But the list goes on and on
And truth be told, I miss you (I miss you)
And truth be told, I’m lyin’
When you see my face, hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way, hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that’s worth a damn and treats you well
Then he’s a fool, you’re just as well, hope it gives you hell
Now, you’ll never see what you’ve done to me
You can take back your memories, they’re no good to me
And here’s all your lies, you can look me in the eyes
With the sad, sad look that you wear so well
When you see my face, hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way, hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that’s worth a damn and treats you well
Then he’s a fool, you’re just as well, hope it gives you hell
When you see my face, hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell (hope it gives you hell)
When you walk my way, hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell (hope it gives you hell)
When you hear this song and you sing along, but you never tell (but you never tell)
Then you’re the fool, I’m just as well, hope it gives you hell (hope it gives you hell)
When you hear this song, I hope that it will give you hell (hope it gives you hell)
You can sing along, I hope that it puts you through hell

I’ll wait here, you’re crazy
Those vicious streets are filled with strays
You should’ve never gone to Hollywood
They find you, two time you
Say you’re the best they’ve ever seen
You should’ve never trusted Hollywood
I wrote you and told you
You were the biggest fish out here
You should’ve never gone to Hollywood
They take you and make you
They look at you in disgusting ways
You should’ve never trusted Hollywood
I was standing on the wall feeling ten feet tall
All you maggots smoking [f slur] on Santa Monica Boulevard
This is my front page, this is my new age
All you bitches put your hands in the air
And wave them like you just don’t care
All you maggots smoking [f slur] out there on Sunset Boulevard
All you bitches put your hands in the air
And wave 'em like you just don’t care
Phony people come to pray
Look at all of them beg to stay
Phony people come to pray
(The lines in the letter said, "We have gone to Hackensack)
Look at all of them beg to stay
Phony people come to pray
All you maggots smoking [f slur] on Santa Monica Boulevard
All you maggots smoking [f slur] out there on Sunset Boulevard
All you maggots smoking [f slur] out there on Hollywood Boulevard
You should have never trusted Hollywood
You should have never gone to Hollywood
All you bitches put your hands in the air
And wave 'em like you just don’t care
You should’ve never trusted Hollywood

Such a lonely day, and it’s mine
The most loneliest day of my life
Such a lonely day should be banned
It’s a day that I can’t stand
The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life
Such a lonely day shouldn’t exist
It’s a day that I’ll never miss
Such a lonely day, and it’s mine
The most loneliest day of my life
And if you go, I wanna go with you
And if you die, I wanna die with you
Take your hand and walk away
The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life
Life
Such a lonely day, and it’s mine
It’s a day that I’m glad I survived

@A38 thats not jesus thats susej

All my life I’ve been searching for something
To put my faith into to give my life to you.
And I will love you in this world and if theres a next.
Among the chaos of this world and the overwhelming tide of responsibility.
I remember how long it’s been since I’ve felt warmth within my heart.
A cold world where love would transcend this dimension.
A continuous source of inspiration.
And I’ve been waiting for all of my, all my life I’ve been searching for something to put my faith into.
To give my life to you, and I will love you in this world and if there’s a next.
All I want is to remember what it’s like to love again.
This blistering cold, I’ve grown so fond of left me in a heartless state.
And after all these years I’ve finally realized that maybe I was never meant to love, or be loved.
And if you want to run away I can take you there.
I can take you somewhere beautiful and it can be our world.

Whoa
Whoa (yes)
Whoa
Yo
La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la, la-la-la
Sing a song, sing along
La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la
Let’s sing a song, sing along (yeah)
La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la, la-la-la
Sing a song, sing along
Love is all we need
Every day, every time
Whoa
I’m not from this earth, I’m from outer space
I landed here just to drop the Pink Tape
If you feel blue, have a pink day
When I came to it, I ain’t know what to say (ayy)
I’m not from this earth, I’m from outer space
I landed here just to drop the Pink Tape
If you feel blue, have a pink day
I’m not from this earth, I’m from outer space (yes)
La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la, la-la-la
Sing a song, sing along
La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la
Let’s sing a song, sing along (yeah)
La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la, la-la-la
Sing a song, sing along
Love is all we need
Every day, every time (yeah)
Whoa
Yo
Whoa
I’m not from this earth, I’m from outer space
I landed here just to drop the Pink Tape
If you feel blue, have a pink day
I’m not from this earth, I’m from outer space
La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la, la-la-la
La-la-la-la, la-la, la-la
La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la
La, la-la-la-la-la, la-la, la-la
La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la, la-la-la (I’m not from this earth, I’m from outer space)
La-la-la-la, la-la, la-la
Love is all we need (I landed here just to drop the Pink Tape)
I’m not from this earth, I’m from outer space
La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la, la-la-la
Sing a song, sing along
La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la
Let’s sing a song, sing along
La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la, la-la-la
Sing a song, sing along
We love all the music
(I’m not from this earth, I’m from outer space)
We love all the music
Every day, every time
Love (love)