holy memories.

★∴ Pawzy∴★

Growing Pain by Tomorrow X Together,

My reason why is because it has a lot of meaning behind the lyrics, Despite it being another language. Yes, It’s a great song, It has a lot of emotion, And they’ve worked hard on making music to make MOA happy.

Pheo Reincarnation of the “Pobody’s Nerfect” meme.

⋆✮ zof ✮⋆ ooo!! a lot of songs on that album is good!

i love song about me! maddies part is my fav lmfao

I’ve made a post about this song before with the lyrics.
Obviously, the song is about sexual assault.
On that note–I’ve never paid attention to the cover on her single version on Spotify. It’s actually sickening, if you think about it.

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Obviously, we can see that there is a reference to the blood-red coat of Little Red Riding Hood. (“But red’s his favorite shade”)

There is also the various utensils. (Knives, forks, etc.) (As well as various things like lemons(?) and olives.) This is a reference to the ‘eating’ aspect of it–the actual assault.

Then there is the wine.
The placement of spill is purposeful.
It is to represent the fact that there are rapes and assaults towards women and girls to the point that they bleed. To the point that they die.
The fact Lydia integrated that into the cover is so smarty, but it makes me sick that it has to be a thing. </3

Help me get out of it
I can’t keep my head up
Oh, please tell me, how do you feel
I’m drowning in this river
It’s hard to take, it’s hard to break
For you, I’m a pawn to sacrifice
Tried to make amends, I’ve tried to pretend
Yet, somehow, it always creeps back in
Feels like yesterday when I heard you say
“I’m yours to devour 'til my last breath”
Help me get out of it
I can’t keep my head up
Please tell me, how do you feel?
I’m drowning in this river
I tried my very fucking best to get over it
But thеre’s not a single day I spent without caring morе about
How you feel about me than I feel about you
Before I realized what happened, you already broke my hand
That reached out in hopes of getting help from you
Help me get out of it
I can’t keep my head up
Please tell me, how do you feel
I’m drowning in this river
Help me get out of it
'Cause I can’t keep my head above the water
Please tell me, how do you feel
'Cause I’m drowned in this river that’s filled with my sorrows
I drown in this river
I’m drowned in my sorrows
I’m drowned in this river
I’m gone by tomorrow
River of sorrows
Help me get out of it
I can’t keep my head up
Please tell me, how do you feel
I’m drowning in this river

Wait, wait, wait
Don’t leave me
Wait, wait, wait
Don’t leave me
Where you going? Where you going?
Why you leaving?
(Wait)
I can’t lose you, I can’t lose you
Girl I need you, girl I need you
(Wait)
And don’t you love me? Don’t you love me?
Guess you don’t want me, you don’t want me
(Wait)
We back and forth, yeah, this ain’t working, this ain’t working
Love ain’t perfect, love ain’t perfect
I’m holding on to pieces of us
That I just can’t let go
I know this is a desperate kind of love
But it feels like it’s home
Where you going? (Where you going?)
I’m holding on to pieces of us
'Cause I just can’t let go
Wait, wait, wait
Don’t leave me
Wait, wait (wait)
What you thinking? What you thinking?
Where’s your mind at?
(Wait)
Don’t you miss us, don’t you miss us
'Cause you don’t call that, you don’t call that
(Wait)
Are you happy? Tell me are you happy?
Are you smiling? Are you smiling?
(Wait)
Girl what happened? Tell me, girl what happened?
‘Cause I am dying, I am dying
I’m holding on to pieces of us
That I just can’t let go
I know this is a desperate kind of love
But it feels like it’s home
Where you going? (Where you going?)
I’m holding on to pieces of us
‘Cause I just can’t let go
We don’t wanna have a conversation
We don’t wanna think about it, we wanna just fake it
We just wanna act like everything is great
Go back to the day watchin’ movies in the basement
And the problem is now I’m feeling like everything is changed
And I’m trying to make a livin’ on the music
But I feeling every time I look at you I’m in a place
It’s hard to be the man of the house when you ain’t gotta house (I hate this)
It’s complicated, it’s complicated
We don’t wanna talk, it’s complicated
I’m sitting in the hotel room like, “Why?”
Call your phone and apologize
There’s gotta be a way we can make this right
We can make this right
I’m holding on to pieces of us
That I just can’t let go
I know this is a desperate kind of love
But it feels like it’s home
Where you going
I’m holding on to pieces of us
'Cause I just can’t let go
I’m holding on to pieces of us
That I just can’t let go
I know this is a desperate kind of love
But it feels like it’s home
Wait, wait, wait
Don’t leave me
Wait, wait, wait
Don’t leave me

You said my name like it used to mean something
Now it’s just noise in your mouth
I trace the echo in your silence
Tryna find the version of me you love
I still wear the warmth
From the nights you meant it
But it’s colder now
And I’m the only one shivering
If you loved me then, why does it feel like I’m a stranger now?
You built me up just to watch me fall
I’m still bleeding from the words you never said
If you loved me then, why couldn’t you stay?
I see your shadow in every sunrise
But it never turns around
I scream your name into the quiet
But it only answers with doubt
I still wear the scars
Like they’re proof you’re real
But they fade every time I remember you forget me!
If you loved me then, why does it feel like I’m a stranger now?
You built me up just to watch me fall
I’m still bleeding from the words you never said
If you loved me then, why couldn’t you stay?
I gave you every version of me
But you only loved the one you could leave
If you loved me then, don’t pretend I was easy to forget
I’m still screaming in the silence you left
If you loved me then, why does it feel like you never did?

Lucky star x paffendorf mix,
Nyah nyah: rock version

TW: Depressive themes
Matoshi ending theme

Tw: HEAVY. Gore nudity (they cover up genitals don’t worry but just barely 💔) Pr3datory themes (its literally a anime about a angel from the future stopping a future predator from ever doing his thing but falling in love in the process. Oh yeah did i mention beating the absolute shit out of him with a bat? that too 😭 its- literally not for kids but ykw im bored!! it has more things like flashing and things the main story of this show is ‘get horny and you’ll be brutally mvrded then brought back’ 💔
‘Bludgeoning angel dokuro-chan’ season 1 themesong. I started watching that animei find it really good if you can handle those types of things I suggest it- :3 You can find episodes on yt

Our Lullabye (Stranded Lullaby Demo) Cover.mp3

𝕽𝖞𝖑𝖎𝖊﹒𝜗℘ I DIDN’T MEAN TO MAKE IT SOUND LIKE THAT WAIT 🙏 Its like- you’re perfectly fine without your exes and thats a good thing 😭

@Blake defo will

https://open.spotify.com/track/2i00omPBnQxyzOKWn1SSVC?si=942cc83050264968

I’m doing my best to try to get away from you
With every attempt I try, there you are in the back of my mind
I’m expecting the worst, I guess it’s just my pessimistic eyes
Glass half empty kind of guy, afflicted with a boring and dull life
What a shock, I’m not as interesting as you
Who would of thought, can’t pull the same weight that you do
I know when I feel alright, and I know It’s just due time
Just wish you’d see the light and leave me behind
Would you just let me fail
Can I go down in infamy, this pessimistic side of me
Throw me off of a cliff
Maybe snuff my life away, I’m open to the thought of finally losin’ it all
I could break a leg so I could stay home for a long time
If I shed some skin I’d have nothing left on my end
That’s not a euphemism, it’s just something I’ve noticed so give it to someone much more devoted to it
Keep me detested I won’t be committed or invested
What a shock, I’m not as interesting as you
Who would of thought, can’t pull the same weight that you do
I know when I’ll be alright, and I know It’s just due time
Just wish you’d see the light and leave me behind
Would you just let me fail
Can I go down in infamy, this pessimistic side of me
Throw me off of a cliff
Maybe snuff my life away, I’m open to the thought of finally losin’ it all

Carnival but it sounds like a carnival - Breakdajules THE BEAT DROP 😍

@Blake real

@Blake Heard.

I look so deep into my notifications to see this song and all I hear in my head is THE SONG
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[INACTIVE] Toast its genuinely fire tho

Shadow speaking of jazz- Bebop and NOLA jazz is the best imo ✋ 😩