You said my name like it used to mean something
Now it’s just noise in your mouth
I trace the echo in your silence
Tryna find the version of me you love
I still wear the warmth
From the nights you meant it
But it’s colder now
And I’m the only one shivering
If you loved me then, why does it feel like I’m a stranger now?
You built me up just to watch me fall
I’m still bleeding from the words you never said
If you loved me then, why couldn’t you stay?
I see your shadow in every sunrise
But it never turns around
I scream your name into the quiet
But it only answers with doubt
I still wear the scars
Like they’re proof you’re real
But they fade every time I remember you forget me!
If you loved me then, why does it feel like I’m a stranger now?
You built me up just to watch me fall
I’m still bleeding from the words you never said
If you loved me then, why couldn’t you stay?
I gave you every version of me
But you only loved the one you could leave
If you loved me then, don’t pretend I was easy to forget
I’m still screaming in the silence you left
If you loved me then, why does it feel like you never did?

Lucky star x paffendorf mix,
Nyah nyah: rock version

TW: Depressive themes
Matoshi ending theme

Tw: HEAVY. Gore nudity (they cover up genitals don’t worry but just barely 💔) Pr3datory themes (its literally a anime about a angel from the future stopping a future predator from ever doing his thing but falling in love in the process. Oh yeah did i mention beating the absolute shit out of him with a bat? that too 😭 its- literally not for kids but ykw im bored!! it has more things like flashing and things the main story of this show is ‘get horny and you’ll be brutally mvrded then brought back’ 💔
‘Bludgeoning angel dokuro-chan’ season 1 themesong. I started watching that animei find it really good if you can handle those types of things I suggest it- :3 You can find episodes on yt

Our Lullabye (Stranded Lullaby Demo) Cover.mp3

@ry_rylie I DIDN’T MEAN TO MAKE IT SOUND LIKE THAT WAIT 🙏 Its like- you’re perfectly fine without your exes and thats a good thing 😭

@Blake defo will

https://open.spotify.com/track/2i00omPBnQxyzOKWn1SSVC?si=942cc83050264968

I’m doing my best to try to get away from you
With every attempt I try, there you are in the back of my mind
I’m expecting the worst, I guess it’s just my pessimistic eyes
Glass half empty kind of guy, afflicted with a boring and dull life
What a shock, I’m not as interesting as you
Who would of thought, can’t pull the same weight that you do
I know when I feel alright, and I know It’s just due time
Just wish you’d see the light and leave me behind
Would you just let me fail
Can I go down in infamy, this pessimistic side of me
Throw me off of a cliff
Maybe snuff my life away, I’m open to the thought of finally losin’ it all
I could break a leg so I could stay home for a long time
If I shed some skin I’d have nothing left on my end
That’s not a euphemism, it’s just something I’ve noticed so give it to someone much more devoted to it
Keep me detested I won’t be committed or invested
What a shock, I’m not as interesting as you
Who would of thought, can’t pull the same weight that you do
I know when I’ll be alright, and I know It’s just due time
Just wish you’d see the light and leave me behind
Would you just let me fail
Can I go down in infamy, this pessimistic side of me
Throw me off of a cliff
Maybe snuff my life away, I’m open to the thought of finally losin’ it all

Carnival but it sounds like a carnival - Breakdajules THE BEAT DROP 😍

@Blake real

@Blake Heard.

I look so deep into my notifications to see this song and all I hear in my head is THE SONG
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Toast its genuinely fire tho

Shadow speaking of jazz- Bebop and NOLA jazz is the best imo ✋ 😩

Toast OO

Lmao my school blocked that song. Well i’ve heard it when I was at home.
Plus that song sucks. Like where’s the actual singers? 🙏

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@ry_rylie they’ve actually been on quite often than usually 😔 thats good tho they’re genuinely fun to talk to

but instead of southbound or i like the way you kiss me, i put on mi amor 🤑🤑🤑

I still cant believe I made this 💔