I try to present okay and try to keep my compose
But all of that happiness fades away when the doors closed
I try not to hurt inside and it’s hard to breathe
But it all boils up and starts to bubble out of me
I hate when I cry but I know it’s good for me
My head starts to hurt and my body gets weak
I love you I know you’re deeply worried too
But I don’t want you to worry anymore than you already do
I don’t know how to explain that I don’t want you to freak
It sucks being lost, I don’t know how to handle this week
I wonder what next month will be like hopefully its okay
These episodes last forever and ever it seems that way
I try not to hide how I feel because you tell me not to, and I would
But I’m scared of getting help because no one helps me like they should
losing the one person that you loved the most and still do and is crying bc of older chats your going through to try to help the pain but it’s not working, it’s just making shit harder.
Yeppers, totally couldn’t be me man 👍💅
